Late Night Thoughts

Caged

I really believed you were good for me.

(I was stupid.)

My whole life, I'd been trapped in a cage.

Black, steel bars surrounding me,

(suffocating me.)

My only friend the dark abyss.

Then you came along.

(I'm sorry you had to.)

I always thought of myself as the one who didn't need saving.

Maybe even the saver.

(You saved me anyway.)

You glowed and all of a sudden, it wasn't so dark anymore.

You had the key.

(I didn't think anyone had the key.)

But outside of that cage, I had no control.

You controlled me.

(I relied on you.)

And I no longer had what I needed to keep me safe.

(You took that away from me.)

And now,

I realise I'd had what I'd needed all along.

(Walls.)

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I'm sorry you had to read this... ;)

This book is a mess and so is my head right now but I promise I'm not actually that dark...

...okay, that may not be 100% true (maybe like 65%)

Anyway, I'm sorry I don't know how to English or bracket or word or punctuate or make sense bYe