I'm Not What They Expected(Being Edited)

Moving in with my mother....(38)

Nathan

I still couldn’t fall asleep knowing something had been upsetting my Ash, but had found something out about my baby by not sleeping she sleep talked, I had never noticed before because I had always been a sleep at the same time as her, but now I don’t know if I would ever be able to sleep again knowing I would miss her mumbles, she hadn’t moved since she turned in to my arms and murmured my name but she had, talked and hearing her confess her love to me in her sleep, made me smile, but I still couldn’t get the feel out of my head that I was the one who had caused her the pain she was feeling, but as I told myself before I would make it better if it was the last thing I did.

But the problem is that Ash is very much like Sam, if I didn’t know Sam and Mary were twins I would think that Ash and Sam, were she was strong, short tempered, funny, sexy, confident everything Jackson loves in Sam I love in my Ash, but the one thing they have in common which both Jackson and I find a little annoying is that they don’t tell people when something is wrong, they keep it to themselves, like when Sam was having them headaches and fainting spells she kept it to herself and now Ash was keeping whatever was bothering her to herself, but I guess Jackson can now just read Sam’s mind but I have to try and get Ash to tell me what is wrong.

Deciding I would have to go to sleep or not be able to go to school tomorrow, I kissed my baby softly on the lips something I had not got the chance to do since I got back from the fight, I had helped Alex get settled in to the new territory, then we had the meeting, then we had the football game, then she came straight to bed, but kissing Ash is the best feeling in the world and I would do it all day if I could and she would let me. So as I slowly drifted off to sleep I heard Ash mumble in her sleep “Love you Nathan” and I fell into dreams of Ash with a smile on my face.

Mike

I beamed at what she said, and captured her lips in mine, she eagerly responded, so I ran my hands down her back to her butt, causing her to gasp, my tongue took her open mouth as its own, her tongue didn’t fight for control already knowing it would lose, it let my tongue guided it instead, her hands ran up my bare chest which I didn’t cover after the football game, but instead of wrapping them round my neck like she normal does she ran the back down my back to the waist band of my jeans, dipping them inside the band then running them to the front and quickly undid my button, this was no the innocent Mary I was used to but I liked it.

 When she pushed them down I quickly kicked them off, I ran my hands down her sides and pulled up her top, lifting it up till I had to brake the kiss, she had a smile on her face when I looked back at her after dropping her top on the floor, she un did her own button on her jeans taking them off, ok now I was confused I thought we had just be making out and having fun but now it was getting serious, were we going to have sex, because I didn’t think marking her and finishing the mating process that quickly would be a good thing, she giggled at my frown and took my hand entwining her fingers with mine “We aren’t have sex I just want you to hold me” I sighed in relief and nodded, she lead me over to the bed, slipping under the covers first I followed her wrapping my arms round her waist, I kissed her neck lightly stay clear of her newly made mark, and whisper “Night princess, I love you” against her warm skin, she sleepily said back “I love you two” I smiled in haling her scent, which lulled me to sleep.

Sam

I sat in the lounge of David’s house, with jack and Jake who were both playing Cod having a joke fake fight about who was the better player and who would win, but I couldn’t help but think that it was just us three, now because the other members of the originally London pack had gone off, Sam now had Jackson and by the message the whole pack got from Rob ‘No one go to our house’ I guessed they were ceiling the deal, Mike had told me he was marking Mary tonight at the football game, and Ed and Locus were already fully mates, and almost inseparable, and now it was just us three.

“Do you ever think we will find mates?” Jack paused the game and they both turned to me and said “Yeah” at the same time, “We just need to wait” said jack, I nodded “They will come eventually” said Jake I also nodded at his statement “Yeah” they turned back to their game, jumping straight back into their fight, I watched them for a few moments then a smile came across my face, I didn’t need a mate to be with I already had two, not that I am in love with either Jack and Jake and I would defiantly not sleep with either of them but I didn’t need a mate I could just stay with these two, and I am still friends with the others, I grinned and picked up the third controller sitting in between the guys and jumped in the game and their banter.

Alex

“Well....I....” Erik was no longer focused on me he was looking at the dark forest above my head, “Yeah, Sam and Nathan are fun” when I spoke Nathan’s name Erik’s eyes snapped to mine, with a emotion in them I couldn’t read, “Oh OK” I crossed my arms over me, and shivered in the cold, “You cold?” he asked taking a step closer, but then  sighed and stepped back looking away from me to the forest behind him, “No am fine” he nodded still looking the other way “Do you want to....” he stopped letting the unfinished sentence wash away in the wind, this was a side of Erik I had never seen before he seemed lost. I started walking again getting cold stood in the same point, Erik must have realised I started walking because he started waking as well, but still looking ahead.

 “Do you want to re join my pack?” he said it so quickly I almost missed it, he didn’t look at me,  he kept staring a head of himself into the blackness, did I want to go back to his pack, yes but did I want to back to be ignored No, because not being in his pack I have talked to him more then I have in all the years I was in his pack put together. “No” he kicked a stone and it flew through the air and hit a tree causing a piece of bark to fly of “Why?” his tone was still lost “you” I don’t know what made me say it but I did, Erik span round to face me “Fuck you, kid your an idiot, I can't believe I wanted you back in my pack” Why did Erik have to go form this adorable lost guy to well him, I was angry, and about to break down crying, I couldn’t let Erik see me cry so I turned round facing away from him I said “Go Erik”. I started walking towards the pack houses, that was it I ALEX WILL NO LONGER HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ERIK BOWMEN, he could come on his knees begging for forgiveness, or come confessing we were mates and it wouldn’t change it, as I stepped back into sight of the houses a single tear ran down my face, I whipped it away furiously vowing to never ever cry over that idiot again or having anything to do with him. Then why can’t I get him out of my head.

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