Why? (Destiel Highschool/College/Coffee Shop AU)

Chapter 1

the teacher, Mrs. April sat at her desk 

 most of the students were already in the classroom

 dean and i just sat in our usual spots in the back of the class

Dean...

 i don't know why but i had always liked him

my parents never talked to me about 'being gay'

hell i don't even know if i am

but i do know i have feeling for dean

maybe they didn't tell me for a reason 

maybe they never thought i would be gay

but i heard other kids talking about it

cause their parents told them

i think i'm gay for dean

i don't know if that's how you say it

but whatever

i like dean

a lot

i always get so nervous around him

and i think he likes me too

only one way to find out 

"dean?" i ask

"yeah cas?" 

"do you know what gay means?" 

i see him fidget a little bit 

and rub the back of his neck 

i tilt my head to the side and squint my eyes at him

"u-umm, yeah i do cas...why are you asking me this?" he asks 

i look down at the ground

not daring to look into his emerald green eyes

"i-i don't know..." i say 

my face turning bright red

i look at him and give him a small smile

he smiles back and i couldn't help it

i don't know what came over me

but the next thing i know was kissing dean

on the cheek 

i don't know why i did it

it was the worst mistake i have ever made in my life

its just...he looked so cute...and...

NO!! 

i don't know why i did it!!

it was stupid!!

SO SO STUPID!!

it was just a quick peck 

but someone  saw it 

and told everyone 

kids were laughing at us 

pointing at us

and yelling at us 

calling us names

mostly three kids

Raphael, Alistair, and Metatron 

the teacher was even worse when she came up to us 

she sent us to the principles office for it

when the principle found out he gave us this long lecture on how being gay is bad

and that he was calling our parents