[may 22, 2013]
i was thinking about this yesterday and something occured to me.
my friends are up in mountains and i'm drowning in lakes.
they're making cheer teams i didn't even know existed and i'm sitting here failing my math class - the class i should probably have an A in but i can't be bothered.
All i really know is that i hate math because i don't think there is a solution to every problem.
i can't believe it.
there isn't a solution to the lonliness that creeps up my bones and squeezes my throat with an elegence that frightens and enchants me.
it won't leave me alone.
i want more of it.
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dear me [a journal of feelings]
Teen Fictiona collection/journal of my twisted thoughts and feelings, inspired by @Defend