Imagines

Ryan Tedder imagines

Ryan Tedder imagine:

I  wake up rolling over to peek at the clock to see the time. I noticed it was 3:00 AM, I get up still sleepy slipping on a sweatshirt opening the door to the room. I walk down the stairs down to the basement to see my boyfriend sitting at the piano with his hands in his hair frustrated with crimpled up paper thrown everywhere. You lean down and rub his back trying to calm him down.

"Is everything alright babe?" You ask sweetly, he shakes his head not wanted to respond. You groan quietly not knowing what to say. He scoots over and you sit down next to him only to see the music in front of you. You pick it up to see the words: I can't sleep, no, not like I used to
I can't breathe in and out like I need to
It's breaking ice now to make any movement

I look over at Ry and don't know what to say, finally I decide on what to say. "Oh my gosh love this is amazing. What is it called?" I ask him
cheerfully. He lifted his head only to look at the piano not saying anything.

I lean over and kiss his cheek only to see his eyes bloodshot red and his hair a mess. "What the hell happened to you?" I asked him scared that he was stressed but too stressed. He clears his throat running his fingers through his hair "I can't get any of the words to work out" he says to me in a raspy voice. I get up and go into the the kitchen to get him some water when he walks into the kitchen.

"What are you doing babe?" He asks me I put down the cup full of water closing the fridge. "I'm getting you some water your throat is dry and I can tell by your raspy voice." You say back to him. He looks down at the ground sighing, "Look babe I know you want to take care of me but I'm fine it's just stress." He says trying to pursued me into thinking he was ok. But you don't believe him.

You nod and put the water away coming over to him and hug him. He hugs you back and kisses the top of your head. You lean up and he leans down and kisses you.

You guys pull away and you look at him in the eye. "Come on let's go to bed and you can finish the song later in the morning." You say to him. He nods and you guys go to bed.

12 PM you wake up and roll over to see Ryan not there. You laugh rolling your eyes getting up to get ready.

I put on my favorite boho tank top and some jeans. I put on my brown combat boots and some makeup. I put on the jewelry and my favorite military jacket.

I go downstairs and get something to eat and drink noticing that he's at the piano writing down the song and doesn't stop to notice that I'm behind him. I lean down and kiss his cheek. He looks up "Hey babe you look nice, do you want to read the song?" He asks me. I nod and he scoots over to let me sit down.

I sit down and notice the music in front of me. Instead of just a paragraph there's a lot of words. I hum the song.

I can't sleep, no, not like I used to
I can't breathe in and out like I need to
It's breaking ice now to make any movement
What's your vice? You know that mine's the illusion

And all at once (as I'm trying)
I can help you out (just to keep things right)
I'll be what you need (I kill myself to make)
I'll do anything (everything perfect for you)
Goodbye, apathy,
So long, apathy

[Chorus:]
So don't sit still, but don't you move away from here
So goodbye, apathy (as I'm trying),
So long fancy free (just to keep things right)
Goodbye, apathy (I kill myself to make)
I don't wanna be you (everything perfect for you)

I don't walk right, not like I used to
There's a jump in my step as I rush to see you
I could be happy here as long as you're near to me
As long as you're close to me

Now that I'm alright (as I'm trying)
I can help you out (just to keep things right)
I'll be what you need (I kill myself to make)
I'll do anything (everything perfect for you)
Goodbye, apathy,
So goodbye, apathy

[Chorus:]
So don't you stop pushing me, I can take so much
So goodbye, apathy (as I'm trying),
So long fancy free (just to keep things right)
Goodbye, apathy (I kill myself to make)
I don't wanna be you (everything perfect for you)

[6x]
Everybody is watching you,
Everybody is watching me, too

(I can't sleep)

I finish reading it turning my head to see him smiling like an idiot who just won the lottery. I laugh and he just sits there giving me a weird look. "What? Your face was priceless when I turned around" you said to him making him shrug.

"Do you want me to sing it for you cause I can if it'll help know what it'll sound like." He says back to you. I nod and he scoots over and starts to sing as the words start to flow out of his mouth. After he was done you clapped and hugged him. "That's amazing I love it." You say to him.

He smiles as you let go of the hug "well I'm just glad I'm done making a song. It was actually really hard to know what to write down." He says back chuckling. You nod not knowing what to say. He gets up and grabs his jacket putting on his shoes.

"Where are you going?" You ask him, he looks up as he's putting on his jacket "Oh I'm going to the studio to put the lyrics to music." He says to you.

"Oh ok" was all you said before he came over to you kissing the top of your head "do you want to come with me?" He asked you. You nod and get ready. After getting ready you guys head off to the studio
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Part 2 coming up