Likewise, We're Insane (GXG)

Part Twenty-Two

"Where the hell were you?" I cried when Jalex walked in. Jalex looked up at me, startled.

"Therapy day. I-"
"Save it." I interrupted. Jalex quit talking and simply looked at me. "What?" I asked.

"Why?" Jalex asked. "Why what?" I said, slightly confused. "You like her don't you? For fucks sake Jaylee, she's straight! And- And you claimed you loved me! What happened to that? To us?" Jalex asked between tears and sobs.

"I-I don't understand. Is this about Lucy?" I asked, although I knew damn well it was all about Lucy.

"Don't act innocent Juliet. Don't fucking play that card." Jalex said.

'Jalex..." I began but she wouldn't listen. She simply left the room, leaving me alone to my thoughts.

Holy fuck... What have I done?
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It's been three mother fucking hours and Jalex still hasn't come back. Were in the hell is she???

Suddenly someone burst in. I turned around with large hopes it was Jalex.

It wasn't. It was Analy. Confused, I walked up to her.

"Hey..." I began. "Hey." Analy rapidly said. Alright this girl wanted to tell me something. I didn't know what but the wild look in her eyes clearly yelled OMG I wanna say something but you probably don't care.

"Alright what is it?" I asked. "Um, well... Me and Megan made up. We, well, talked. We cleared a lot of shit up and... I was wondering if it was okay for her to like, hang out with us." Analy stuttered.

"Wait... Tell me everything." I said and held her hand to sit down.

A few minutes and sobs later I fully understood what was wrong. Or what had been atleast.

"Well if that's the case then yes, I suppose. If she still isn't a bitch." I mumbled.

"Hey! That's my baby sister you're talking about." Analy yelled. Wow so much over protective-ness in just a few hours.

Oh well. I won't judge sister love.

Mainly cuz I never really had anym Jenny always cared about herself and boys and the few times she was nice to me was cuz she wanted me to do something for her.

You know, typical sister status.

"Where's Jalex at?" I asked, changing subjects. "No idea. Why? You guys got into another argument?" Analy asked.

Well not really asked more like she just wanted to confirm what she already knew.

"Yeah, I guess you can say that.." I mumbled. Ugh this is so stressing. I now officially remember why I hated dating people.

"Well I honestly don't know. Plus I gotta go. Therapy day. Have you gone yet?" Analy asked, standing up to leave.

"No I'm going tomorrow. Are you still going to the group meetings?" I asked.
Lie shook her head and opened the door. "Nope not anymore. Well see ya." Lie said and left.

"See ya.." I said after she left, clearly knowing she couldn't hear me but it satisfied my consciousness to know I had at least said goodbye to her. Somewhat.
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I decided to eat today. Being depressed always made either
1) Get as hungry as Analy
or
2) Go completely anorexic

There was no in between with me. Same went for sleeping. I grabbed a tuna sandwhich and water bottle from the lunch bar cuz they decide that 2:00 PM is the perfect hour for lunch. Oh well.

I took the food to my room cuz I didn't wanna face people today and simply ate in silence. I hadn't seen Jalex in the caf today. Odd. She's always there.

I threw the plastic wrapper away and finished the last of my water. Gosh finally a decent meal.

I skimmed through my phone while listening to my Depressed playlist cuz why dafuq not? Currently it was Missing by Evanescence.

Wow I'm so overdramatic at times. And Mother Nature hasn't even reminded me yet that I'm a girl! If she does I'll probably be like eighty times worse.

Ugh whatever. Suck it up Juliet. Life's a bitchy whore just like everyone else in life.

I turned on my back and decided to maybe sleep my depression off. Is there such thing? Hopefully. Cuz I'm in severe need of that.

I tossed and turned. Okay what the actual fuck? The blinds were shut. It was a cave in here for fucks sake. I was wearing my comfortable clothes and I still couldn't sleep?

Times like these are where aspiring are needed but I'm not aloud to take them due to my "mental" issue.

Sometimes I think mental hospitals are the number one place to put people that life doesn't want and wants to get rid of.

A couple hours later, probably past our free time, Jalex (finally) walked in.

"What the hell Jalex? Where did you go!?" I shrieked. She simply looked at me and shrugged.

"Out." And went inside the bathroom. Locking it.

Okay and I thought I was moody. This girl though...

I sighed lightly and went back to bed. I checked and saw it was a quarter past 10:00 PM. We were supposed to be in our bedrooms no later than 9:30 PM.

What the hell could have she been doing? I resisted the urge to cry so I simply went to my bed and pulled the covers over my bed. Surprisingly lulling me to sleep.

IMPORTANT READ:
Okay so I KNOW I haven't updated on like forever BUT this is because I was diagnosed with Writer's Block. Something I've never ever had ever. But I guess it finally hit. So yeah..

It'll take a while for this story to be updated but I swear on Gerard Way I'll try my best to update no later than two weeks. Thanks for still reading my book btw cx

-Y