Moving Every Memory

Chapter thirteen.

dear diary,

i said yes.

i couldn't say no.

i said yes to the date!

why did i say yes?!

oh.my.god.

what can i do now?

he said at 7:00!

will i go?

should i go?

i should...or not...

im so frustrated and confused!

i want to so much!

but i can't help but feel like this is fake.

i want to cry.

im so scared.

oh dear diary please help.

is this how my birth mom, Miranda felt with Lee?

i wish she wasn't dead.

we have so much in common.

she could have helped me through this.

now i'll have to face it all by myself.

thanks universe.