Moving Every Memory

Chapter three.

dear diary,

today i met up with alex.

we cried together.

i was surprised that alex cried.

then he told me he loves me as a friend.

and i said i love him too, but he doesn't know i meant it as more than a friend.

then i went home and sulked all day.

mom saw and asked me what happened.

and i told her.

i tell her everything.

and she give me reassuring hug and said she was sorry for making me move.

i told her that its okay, that i understand.

and i do.

i mean after dad left us, it makes sense that mom had to find a good paying job to take care of us, me and Johnny.

poor little Johnny is only seven and cries after his dad all day.

johnny wasn't adopted like me so it's obvious that he would cry.

i will never understand why dad left his son and me.

and because of him we have to leave everything we ever loved.