Live As if You'll Die Today

Chapter 10 : The Day I Died

Chapter 10

The Day I Died

in the start of this story I told you about my drive home. Yet I never told you of what drive home that was. It could have been when the news broke of Alex releasing the sex tape. When I left his apartment.

For all you know my fight with Alex could have been the last effort I made in my life. That perhaps the adrenaline overload and drug overdose that happened to me stopped my heart and ended my life.

If you thought that I was safe you were wrong. My actions were made without thinking about the consequences. I never thought twice about what the drugs would have done to me. In the start of the day I did mushrooms and bought coke.

Then at the venue for the show I took at lest 10 Valium. I should have stopped then, I should have been smart and when went to the E,R but I was more concerned with the idea of me doing coke getting out.

The only thing I remember of the last moment of that night was Brock looking down at me and his tears hitting my face. He reached into his pocket and dialed 911 but his efforts to save my life were too little too late.

Fox News

“Tonight on Fox News, Micheal Endicott a YouTube star who toured with The Queen shocked and awed over 12,000 people at Madison Square Garden. He announced hes manager was the mastermind behind the release of his Sex Tape. This event followed up with a fight to the death at Micheal's mangers apartment. Neighbors say they heard shouting and glass breaking...

I'm sorry this just in Alex Gold has been reported Dead on Arrival. And So was Micheal Endicott. A sad day for New York Night Life too major icons dead”

The News had it all wrong, all wrong about me. When the paramedic’s arrived they announced it over the radio that Alex was D.O.A then before taking a second look they reported my death.

However when one of the paramedics started to look at me they found a faint pulse. They revived me. On my ambulance ride to the Hospital I only remember the paramedic saying I was lucky they got there when they did. My heart stopped for half of a min.

“I was dead, they brought me back”.

Was the only that ran through my mind. Most of this night from then on was a blur. I remember being in an E,R room pulling out a I.V. This wasn't like me, I normally hated I.V's I wasn't about to pull one out of my arm. My blood leaked all over the floor.

I remember the nurse coming in and saying.

“You little shit”.

They tied me up to the hospital bed. I guess I was over dosing on all the drugs I took and I was acting like a mad man. I kept yelling for my Mother. As I came too, the last thing I remember in the E.R was the nurse handing me a black liquid. She called in Charcoal. It tasted like shit, I could barely drink half of it. She pushed me to drink it all. She said if I didn't they would pump my stomach.

I woke up in a private Hospital room, I was no longer tired up to the bed. The nurse who walked in was a woman in her late 30's.

“Mr Endicott wake up, rise and shine!”

I opened my eyes and looked towards her

“Where am I?”.

She didn't answer the question. She only replied with.

“The doctor will see you soon, there is breakfast in the sitting room, please help yourself”.

She shut the door lightly and I fell back to sleep for about an hour.