Communication

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Sorry for the amount of Seungmin centricism and side characters y'all, but I promise everything is now leading up to major events that will affect the full cast.


Seungmin and Heejun's Private Chat

Heejun:

hey can we talk?

Seungmin:

whats up? do u wanna talk in person, my class ends in two hours

Heejun:

nono i wanna get this over with. i think Marcus wants us to go out this Saturday so i dont want to hold any hard feelings

Seungmin:

??? what did i do

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Heejun:

it feels like ur icing me out a little

Seungmin:

?? can i have some examples

Heejun:

uhhh we never really hang out one on one anymore. ive kinda been noticing that since second year, especially after we met marcus. and after we found those old photos of urs, its like uve been avoiding me. i apologize again if i pushed any boundaries, but if ur still mad about that, u gotta tell me

Seungmin:

dude i think ur overthinking this

Heejun:

am i? bc i know u and marcus text a lot, but you always seem to quickly shut down our conversations when i reach out

Heejun:

i ask u to come shopping with me, or keep me company at a ksa general meeting, but u always say no without a reason. you change the topic when i want to talk about korea with you. youre the one who stopped speaking in korean with me first, so i had to follow along, even though id really like to have some good conversations sometimes

Heejun:

okay, like, it feels like youre shutting me out because im also korean. not like ur whitewashed but more like ur just trying to forget that place. and maybe you have bad memories from before uni, i get that. but i dont like feeling like im getting the brunt force of whatever negative feelings you are having

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Seungmin:

how much did you have to rehearse this conversation to reach that much

Heejun:

okay seungmin, can you not be so defensive?

Seungmin:

why should i accept things that arent true

Heejun:

maybe they arent but can you like, just think about what im saying for a second? like maybe youre not realizing how ur acting, thats why im bringing it up. cause im not crazy man, my feelings are valid, and i want to be honest about them. you dont have to lash out the second i try to do that

Seungmin:

im not lashing out

Heejun:

ok but ur getting defensive again. we dont need to discuss this fully now, i just wanted to communicate, thats it

Seungmin:

theres nothing to discuss

Heejun:

seungmin oh my god

Seungmin:

what?

Heejun:

ur acc infuriating sometimes

Heejun:

sometimes it feels like u think u can do no wrong

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Seungmin:

i swore i would do everything right from now on when i moved here

Heejun:

ok but u havent, and thats fine, ur only human. thats why im trying to TELL you what u may be doing wrong so we can fix it and be better friends. u were my first friend in this place, thats why i want to talk

Seungmin:

you cant just make a list of things im not doing right

Heejun:

im not?? i feel like im talking to a wall rn

Seungmin:

since u want to know so badly, the day i met you was the day a close friend of mine went missing, so i have trouble reconciling those two events sometimes

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Heejun:

i cant imagine what thats like. but thats still not fair to me???

Seungmin:

what else do u want me to say

Heejun:

you know what, nothing. forget i said anything




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