My ocs react to different situations: idk what im doing

Oneshot: Gone (Vera Romanoff- wait, no. Vera Rogers - MCU)

This is one of the scene that would've gone way different if my oc's would've actually been there. 

But because I still want to let the timeline be, I made it go as it went in the movies.

This oneshot contains spoilers for: Avengers: Endgame.

Trigger warning: none. (I think, tell me if I missed anything)

I stand next to Peter, a silent support for Faye as she crouches down next to her mother, letting flowers float on the lake. Young Morgan is holding her hand tightly, as if she can't and never will let go. She doesn't understand what's going on just yet, but she doesn't like seeing her big sister sad either.

Steve is on my other side. He is holding my hand tightly. He's been extra clingy lately and for some reason it's making me nervous. After a couple of minutes he, Sam, bucky, Emilia, Bruce and I walk towards the new time machine Banner made, but before we reach it, Steve pulls me somewhere more private.

"Vera, I..." he starts, but then he falls quiet.

I sigh softly and take a deep breath to get my emotions under control. "I know what you're going to say", I whisper. "And I hate you for it, but I understand. She was your first love and your true love. You have to go back to her."

He's quiet for a long time. "It's okay to cry or be sad, sweetheart..." He cups my cheeks and brushes his thumb over my cheeks.

I swallow and shake my head, pulling his hands off me. "Just go. Don't make this harder than it has to be."

He presses a kiss against my forehead. "I love you." Then he leaves.

"I love you too", I whisper as I lean against a tree. I suck in a trembling breath and finally cry. First Nat, then him.

I hear a twig break and then Emilia is at my side. She doesn't say a word when she wraps an arm around my shoulders and pulls me closer.

I cry into her shirt while she rubs my arm in a comforting way. After awhile, we go back to the spot where the time machine is.

"Bring him back!" Sam shouts at Bruce.

"I'm trying!" he responds.

Bucky glances at me, his gaze questioning. I nod, confirming what we both know and he lets out a breath. He steps towards Sam.

My gaze darts towards the edge of the lake, where an old man is sitting. "Is that...?" I ask Emilia.

Her eyes turn black, before she nods at me. "You want to go talk to him?"

Part of me wants to, but no, I only want to know my Steve. Not... this version. The Peggy version. I shake my head. "I don't think he's here for me", I say as I watch Sam walk over to him.

I walk over to Bucky. "Why are you not over there?" he asks.

"I could ask you the same question."

"Well, I asked first."

I smile softly. "I want him to stay my Steve up here." I tap the side of my head.

He nods. "I get that. I'm not sure why I'm not going. Maybe because I know he's going to give the shield to whoever comes over there and I know I don't deserve it."

I glance at him. "You do deserve it, Bucky."

"Maybe. But Sam would be a better Captain." He sighs softly. "Besides, some Hydra is still in me. It could be a risk if I were Captain America. I might be pardoned for what I did, but I don't think the world would want to see an assassin in the Stars 'n Stripes."

Emilia comes to stand at his other side, their fingers intertwining. I try to ignore the pang of jealousy I feel. "You're not that guy anymore, James", she says.

"I wish", he responds quietly.

"I'm going to check on Faye", I mumble, before walking off.

That's a lie.

I'm going to look for Yelena.

Atleast one person I care about must be still alive