Secrets of an Introvert

First Time

You visited my dreams last night
For the first time in a long while
I couldn't get you out of my head all day
And at random moments you'd make me smile

Just like you always used to
Yet, I thought I was finally getting over you
I guess I should have seen this coming
It's really nothing new

Don't you know it's such a crime?
That you can make me fall for you all over again
Like it's the first time

You have always been such a mystery in my life
We've never met, but I still fall
Every time I remember your laugh; your eyes; your smile
And so, I put up that brick wall

But you always knock it down
It's so damn easy for you
To put me back where I don't want to be
And like an idiot, I still let you through

Don't you know it's such a crime?
That you can make me fall for you all over again
Like it's the first time

Whenever you enter my mind
I can't stop myself from grinning
It's an automatic reaction
You always have me spinning

There really is no in between
Either you're all I want to know
Or I want nothing to do with you
Why can't I let you go?

Don't you know it's such a crime?
That you can make me fall for you all over again
Like it's the first time

We're worlds apart
I know that's true
But it doesn't stop me from falling
When it's always been different with you

I think about cutting you out of my life
I know it's the right thing to do
But in reality, I never could
Simply, because it's you

Don't you know it's such a crime?
That you can make me fall for you all over again
Like it's the first time

Somehow, I find a way to shake you from my thoughts
But it never really lasts that long
When you turn up unannounced; out of the blue
I have a sudden urge to listen to your voice through song

I pray that someday
I'll genuinely be over you
I'll never give you a second thought
It won't matter to me what you're up to

Until that day, I'm sure
You will continue to commit the crime
That is making me fall for you all over again
Just like it's the damn first time