Steph's POV
*Three months later*
Three months have gone by, I have never felt more dead in my life. All hope is lost. All feelings are dead. All is gone.
I hate myself for it.
I let myself fall in love with a monster. Someone who doesn't care about anyone else but themselves.
Fuck love. No. Fuck her.
The worst thing you could do to someone is cheat, if your not happy or satisfied with them then leave me. Don't think about hurting them because you will but giving them false hope is worst. When you leave them, it's a way of giving them time to get over you but if you don't you have to face the fact that they fall harder in love with you.
Leave and never look back...
You can't just lead someone on like that only to cheat on them.
I know me and Demi weren't together but it hurts: no it kills.
She promised.
At this point I don't think I could ever trust her, hold up, I don't want anything to do with her. She has had more then two chances, four to be exact.
I can't keep letting her in. Even if my heart wants her near me all the time, even if I lose my mind, even if I fall deeper in love. I can't.
This is the last time I'll ever talk about this again...
"Steph" I looked back, Maya was standing outside my room, today was the day I would be let out for the first time. I was completely clean and ready to start my life again.
"Ready to go home?" I nodded, standing up I grabbed my backpack and followed behind Maya. She pulled me into a huge hug and kisses my cheek. "You did good buddy"
Did I? Did I really?
"God I'm gonna miss you Steph" Hanna said as she handed Maya some papers.
"I'm gonna miss you too cutie!" I hug Hanna not realizing how hard I was.
"Can't breathe Steph"
"Shit, sorry"
"It's okay Stephy, tell me what's the first thing your gonna do" I thought for a moment before smiling.
"I'm getting a tattoo" Hanna smiled huge, she knew about my loving for tattoos. I mean she was my only best friend in here.
"Don't forget me loser" she playful push me before letting a tear fall out.
"Hey don't cry, I could never forget you love" i brought her into my arms kissing her cheek.
"But you will, once you start your life back up you'll forget trust me" I shook my head and pulled her phone out.
"Here, you have my number, Mia's, John's and my mothers make sure I don't forget even though I know I won't" she smiled hugging me one last time.
"I'll see you later cutie"
"See you loser" I giggled before walking out to Maya's car.
Once in Maya's car I let out a breathe I didn't even know I was holding. It was a perfect day, the sun was up high shining brighter then ever, the grass looked greener, the birds flew around chirping away. Why haven't I ever noticed this beauty before?
Oh that's right, I'm stupid.
"So tell me Steph, how ya feeling?" Maya asked happy as could be.
