Today is Jackson's funeral. It's been five days. Maggie is in a deep coma, the doctors don't know when or if she's getting out of it.
I barely can get over Jackson what will happen if Maggie died too?
"You ready." Tate is already to go.
"Yeah." I call out.
I lied I'm definitely not ready to go to a sorrowful event where I have to make a speech about our friendship.
First we are taking a visit to Maggie.
I need to talk to her even if she can't talk to me I'd like for her to hear me.We open the door to Maggie's room.
Nothing looks different from our last visit, yesterday.
The pale gentle face of my sister. The one I dearly love.
"Maggie, it's Alice. We're going to Jack- oh never mind. I came to see you. We all need you to get up from this. Me,Tate Moira Violet and... Jackson."
I can't tell her he's dead I just can't. It still doesn't feel real.
I hold her hand ,it has an injected IV but I don't care.
"We are all waiting for you." I plant a kiss on her hand.
I feel a finger move.The best thing I can feel.
"Oh my gosh Maggie . she moved her fingers I swear I felt them."
"We are all waiting Maggie come on move again."
No response."Come on please." My voice growing louder.
My head is spinning with so much anger and anxiousness.
"Alice calm down she will wake up when she's ready."
Tate pulls me away from the room."Tate I know what I saw, she moved." Tate sighs.
"C'mon lets go." He holds my hand.
He's a great friend, someone I can really trust, but I desire to be more than friends.
Tate drives me to the graveyard where Jackson is being buried.
I don't want to see my dear friend in a casket with real and fake flowers on top.
I can't seem to drill the ideas to my head, he's dead and there's nothing you can do about it.
"We're here." Tate takes out his keys from the engine and opens the car door.
Moira is taking care of Michael.
I didn't even notice we were already here.
I take off the seat belt and push the car door open.
I don't want to be here.
"Hey it's going to be fine." Tate takes my hand once again to remind me he's there for me, whenever I need him.
"Thank you." I quickly embrace him.
"Anytime... Babe."
Wait did he just says "babe"?
The ceremony was pretty sad and very long.
Every dreadful sexism made me want to rip up that casket and show everyone that Jackson is still alive.But I'm hanging on to the reality of this situation.
"Now for some thoughtful words from Ms.Alice." Jackson's mother flew in from England to see his son.
I love Eleanor so much, she was like my second mother.
I get up and brush the sides of my black dress.
I walk to the stage.
I meet several faces, all had a connection to Jackson.
"Hello , I'm Alice Brookes, I was a friend of Jackson since I could barely walk, he was a brother to me, and forever thankful for him guiding me.
As my lifetime kept growing, my dad left me and my mother, Jackson was there and his amazing mother and father too. They helped and supported us. Jackson was an amazing brother, his presence will alway be with us. His history will live on. I know you will all miss him, believe me I know. There is so much to say about Jackson." I couldn't carry on anymore my eyes were watering and my vision blurry.Eleanor and his husband had to excuse me out of the stage.
"Hey it's alright." Tate sits down next to me.
Jackson's parents walked me to this quiet room.
"I know I will, but it hurts so bad." I say.
"It will get better I promise." He caresses my cheek.
He glances at my lips then back to my eyes. I notice his desire to kiss me.
I start to lean, Tate does too.
He kisses me.
I can feel so much passion in that kiss.
A/N
OOH it looks like Tate and Alice are together now
Vote please?
YOU ARE READING
Violent Flaws(AHS ,Skins UK fan-fiction)
Mystery / ThrillerCara Delevingne, Effy Stonem, Violet Harmon,Tate Langdon based fanfic