You Did Some Bad Things But I'm The Worst Of Them

Twelve

That night Meredith laid in bed with her wrists and ankles tied to the bedposts as Addison used a candle to swirl patterns of wax along her pearly skin. "Tell me Dolly, how does it feel?"

"Amazing Mistress." Meredith breathed out as Addison dripped wax across her breasts. A hiss escaped the blonde when a fat drop fell directly on her nipple, her clit throbbing in response. "Oh God!"

"Actually I'm Satan, but close enough." Addison chuckled warmly as she continued using Meredith's body as if it was a canvas, her very own art project. The redhead created intricate swirls on the blonde's thighs, a smirk tugging at her lips when she noticed the glistening arousal between Meredith's legs. "Somebody's wet." Addison singsonged. "I take it we can move wax play over to your lists of likes?"

"Mmm yes Mistress." Meredith moaned as her eyes fluttered shut. Addison put the candle down and walked over to her closet before coming back with a flogger. The blonde's eyes flew open when the flogger hit her stomach, the wax cracking as she let out a guttural moan. "More, please."

"Oh you'll get more, Dolly. Don't you worry that pretty little head of yours." Addison chuckled as she continued to use the flogger on Meredith. Wax flew everywhere as the blonde pulled at her restraints and moaned shamelessly, her clit throbbing and her stomach flexing as her orgasm drew near. The redhead watched her closely: her face twisted in pleasure, the puddle of juices forming on the bed sheet beneath her, the tension in her stomach, the beads of sweat dripping down her forehead, and the marks left behind by the flogger. Meredith was truly a vision. A work of art and only she had the privilege of seeing it.

Addison walked back to the closet and smiled at Meredith's whines as the blonde protested and begged her to come back. She placed the flogger back on its hook and grabbed a pair of nipple clamps and a riding crop before striding back over to the bed. "Oh Dolly, look at you. You're a mess." The redhead chuckled and she leaned down and gently kissed Meredith's lips. "You're so pretty like this, so unguarded. Not afraid to beg for what you so desperately want. It's absolutely delicious how much you crave me, how much you crave the pain and pleasure that only I can give you." She tweaked the blonde's nipples with her fingers before securing the clamps. The redhead ran her fingers across the lace collar resting on Meredith's throat with a soft smile. "You're all mine."

"I'm yours." Meredith echoed. Addison brought the riding crop down on the blonde's thigh and relished the hoarse scream that slipped from the younger woman's lips. The redhead slowly drug the crop up Meredith's stomach to her chest and laid two hard slaps on each breast before pulling on the chain connecting the nipple clamps. "Mistress may I please cum?!" The blonde begged, her vulnerability laid bare as she stared up at Addison desperately.

"Why should I let you?" Addison hummed. "How badly do you want it?"

"So badly!" Meredith whimpered as Addison pulled harder on the nipple clamps and laid a harsh slap on her side.

"I don't believe you." Addison stared at Meredith with intense eyes filled with love and lust and desire. "If you want to cum, you're going to have to do a lot better than that."

"Mistress please let me cum! I don't just want it, I need it! I need it so badly! I need the pleasure of an intense orgasm that only you can give me! You have ruined me for anyone else and I wouldn't want it any other way! You have woven yourself into every fiber of my being! You have become a part of me, a part that I would be lost without! If you don't want me to cum, I'll do my best not to, no matter what I want or need." Meredith sobbed, her eyes red and puffy as she begged, but Addison could hear the sincerity in the blonde's voice. The redhead felt the same way, Meredith had become a part of her. Their souls intertwined together in an unbreakable bond. It didn't matter how they started because now they were together and no force on earth could pull them apart.

"Cum for me Dolly." Addison whispered, her voice as thick as the tension in the air as she brought the crop down on Meredith's engorged clit. The blonde let out her loudest and rawest scream yet as her orgasm crashed over her like a tsunami. The redhead knelt between her spread legs and began lapping up her juices as if she was dying of thirst, the tip of her tongue teasing Meredith's clit and milking her cunt of all it had to offer. When it finally ended, the second one was already beginning as Addison continued to eat her out with fervor. The blonde wept and moaned as her second orgasm turned to three, then four.

When Addison finally stopped and allowed Meredith's body to calm down, the blonde didn't even register that wasn't tied up anymore, she didn't register that nipple clamps had been removed, and she didn't register that she was wrapped in the redhead's protective embrace until a straw was pressed to her lips. "Drink Dolly." She nodded weakly and sucked the cool water from the straw and looked up at Addison with tired eyes filled with nothing but love. "Good girl, you nearly blacked out on me. I was a little worried for a second."

"Sorry." Meredith rasped as she weakly pushed the bottle away.

"You don't have to apologize, if you enjoyed yourself that's all that matters." Addison kissed Meredith's temple. "Come on, let's get you in the tub." She scooped the blonde up and carried her into the bathroom. After placing Meredith down on the toilet seat she turned the tub on and added lavender bath salts, but when she tried to remove the blonde's collar, Meredith held up an arm to block her. "Dolly, the scene is over now."

"I don't care." Meredith whispered. "I love what this collar represents. It means I'm yours, body and soul. I never want to take it off. I want to wear it and wear it proudly because I am yours, body and soul whether it's on or off. I love you and I love being your girlfriend and your submissive. I'm not ashamed of that. You've changed me these past three months Addie, I'm not the person I was before you walked into that hospital lobby and that's okay because I don't want to be that person anymore. That person was unsure and insecure and in love with a lie. With you, I feel sure of myself and secure. I'm not in love with a lie because there are no lies, only truth. You're a part of me and that's what this collar represents to me. It doesn't represent a scene or higher expectations. It represents you loving me, protecting me, and guiding me. I love this collar, and I love you." Addison stared at Meredith in awe, her jade green eyes filled with tears as she bent down and captured the blonde's lips with own.

"In that case, I should probably get you one that isn't made out of lace." Addison chuckled as she cupped Meredith's face. "I love you so much, Dolly. More than I ever thought was possible. You brought me back to life, and that is not something I say lightly. I didn't know who I was, Derek had broken me down until very little of my true self remained, but you helped me find myself again. I fell back in love with myself in the same breath I fell in love with you. Without you, I would still be a mere shell of the woman I was before I got married. This may have started as revenge, but it turned into something so pure, so beautiful, and so real." She kissed the blonde once more as she lifted her up and carried her over to the tub, only breaking the kiss to set her down in the warm water before getting in behind her.

"When I first saw you, I thought my world was ending, little did I know that you would be the one to show me what real love feels like." Meredith turned around so she was facing Addison, her arms loosely wrapped around the back of the redhead's neck. "You say that I brought you back to life, but before you I was merely sleepwalking through life. You woke me up, and now I never want to go back to sleep again."

"You could have fooled me with how difficult it is to get you out of bed in the morning." Addison teased with a smirk. "I know what you're saying though Dolly, I really do. I'm just happy that we found each other."

"Me too." Meredith laid her head on Addison's chest in the warm bath water, feeling completely at peace, the war in her head finally over as Addison wrapped her arms around the blonde and held her close. Three months ago they weren't even friends, but a lot can happen in three months and if you're lucky, three months is all it takes to find your soulmate.

Notes:

And that's the end of this story! Although I will be honest, I have ideas for a sequel. If that's something you would be interested in reading please let me know!

I'm going to update I Won't Let Nobody Hurt You next since I already have part of the next chapter written, and then I will be updating Echoes of Resilience, which I am sad to say is almost over. I have two or three chapters left before that story is finished and once that story ends I will start a new story, whether it be a sequel to this or an entirely new story depends on what the readers would prefer so please let me know and thank you so much for joining me on this wild and kinky ride!