Have you ever felt like you were cursed?
That is how I was feeling. Every day.
I was trying to find a reason for all my failures. Why could not I feel something for the hearts were beating for me and I was fucking all it up?
What was wrong with me?
"I am scared of attachment." I confessed.
"Why?" he asked.
"Because the moment I realize I am attached, I get fucked up over and over.I start to love, I start to care and I start to forget myself. I fight so hard with my feelings. My heart does not let me love people anymore."
"Yet you are here with me."
"Yeah, unfortunately. Everytime I touch another skin, everytime I kiss someone else's lips, I feel your presence somehow. That is scary."
"Maybe we are destined to each other, somehow."
"Yeah, people who are destined not to be together."
"That is right. I do not want to hurt you, that is why I leave every time."
"I do not want to get hurt, that is why I take a step back every time." I said.
"Then I come back, to heal your wounds, every time."
"Yeah, you are the cure I need, and also the poison in my veins."
"I know. But how is it gonna end?"
"You are gonna find a girl, you will fall in love and eventually you will forget that I even exist."
"I can never forget you."
"You will."
"You would forget me earlier. "
"Maybe." I said.
He held me again.
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Red String
Romance𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, 𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐢𝐫𝐜𝐮𝐦𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬. You can run from home,you can run from you...
