I'm only circling around you.. // BTS FF

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I'm only circling around you..

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Your parents, asked him to stay a lil bit longer, but he refused politely, ''Okay, Y/n go walk with him until the crossroad'' your mom said, ''Oh, no, she really doesn't have to-'' Yoongi said, but your mother gave you the ''You'd better do it'' look, so you ended up walking with him.. 

''What will you do with that guy?'' he murmured after some time, ''Oh you mean Ha-joon? I blocked him..he's scary and I don't want any guy friends or a bf right now'' you responded.. a lil smile appeared on Yoongi's face, ''Oh you're smiling? Did I say something funny-'' you asked, he stopped walking and looked at you..''Then what am I to you..?'' he asked with a sad smile, he was clearly hurt, and you were shocked by his question too..because you've never thought about that before.. ''If you don't see me as your bf nor your friend, am I no one to you or am I just a stranger?'' he asked with a serious voice but still with that lil smile.. ''Uhm.. Yah! Why are you suddenly acting like this?! I think you can continue walking alone from here, so yeah I'll see you tommo-'' but you got cut off by him, ''I don't want to'' he said with a serious voice, making you startled..''I don't want to continue walking alone from here.. I want to walk together with you..'' he continued.. 

You got butterflies for a second, but then you realized he probably just meant that he wants you to 'walk with him until the crossroad'  

''Oh okay, then I'll walk with you until the crossroad, if you want that so badly-'' you said. He scoffed, ''You really still don't get it? You always acted cold to me, but I kept following you, you didn't want people to misunderstand, but I didn't want that guy around you, so I ignored them,  I wanted to make a good impression on your parents, just to get maybe even just a lil bit closer to you.. I always wondered why you never cared for me like I did for you, but whenever I felt down, you were the only one who sat by my side and tried to comfort me.. ''

// See it as a kid.. a kid who keeps teasing you, he follows you everywhere, so you try to ignore him, hoping he would leave by himself, but the kid falls and hurts himself, ofcourse you will run to him and comfort him.. you may act cold to him, but it's not because you really hate him..//

He walked closer to you, making you take a few steps back, he stopped when there was almost 30 cm left between you and him, he stared into your soul- ''I was scared to tell you this..I was scared I'll lose you for real if I told you this, but now I'm scared to lose you even if I don't tell you this..''

''I love you..''