Aftermath

3.| Free Time

PBA Commissioner's Cup is 5 days away, practice here and there. Therapy & conditioning almost everyday. Pictorials and guesting in preparation for the opening ceremony.

Meetings, site visit, furniture checking, staff orientation and fixing last minute details for the opening of Ally's in two weeks.

Dinner & Clubbing with friends. My schedule was jam-packed for the past 3 days. There should be no more room for other activities. My mind and attention should be focused on those things, i want to limit my emotional capacity as well as my thoughts to the things that needs my concentration.

From morning till the wee hours of the following day, I have to keep myself busy or at least do something even if i don't have to. I have to distract myself, i have to keep my mind occupied with other things. Dang right! As if it can happen especially in my situation now.

God knows i tried, but i fucking can't. Because everywhere i go, I keep on looking around, wishing to at least catch a glimpse of her.

Whenever i allow myself to have a time-out from my busy schedule, i always end up browsing the internet. Looking for the littlest sign that could lead me to where she is.

Truth be told, couple of months after she left 2 years ago, i tried looking for her. I asked, no scratch that, i beg is the appropriate term to what i did before. Yes, i begged her teammates, friends and family to tell me where she is or how i can contact her, but to no avail. I have to work hard to gain some of her friends' trust back, the Lings & Jessey. Though not their full trust but i'll take it. I did try winning her teammates and family's trust too, yet again I failed.

Having a little communication with the Lings and Jessey  didn't help. They did not even let a single information about Mika slip through their mouth when i'm around. I tried asking them countless of times about her but got nothing except, "Kief, we consider you as our friend. But let's not drag Mika into the friendship anymore. Wala kaming sasabihin sayo tungkol kay Miks dahil pinoprotektahan namin siya. We are sorry but we hope you understand." Said Nice, being the frank in the group.

When Thirdy told us his suspicion about Mika's new accounts, i tried looking for the handles right after we got home. And true to his words, i found a certain @AereenMReyes on Instagram & Twitter, both accounts are private. I sent a request to both, but still no confirmation.

I don't have anyone to answer my inquiries regarding her whereabouts except the Lings & Jessey. So making a conversation with them thru IG and Twitter is what i'm doing for the past 3 days. I also started stalking her closest friends' social media activities.

(3 days ago)
Instagram
Tin
|Insert sunset by the beach picture here|
Location: Palawan
Caption:
@Tinotapos: Sunset, thank you for reminding me that nothing last forever, esp. pain & heartaches. 🌅😀

Comments:
@Kieferravena15: Naks Bhie. Deep ng caption. 😂😁
@Tinotapos: @kieferravena ganon talaga bhie. Kailangan mag move-on diba?  New beginning ba. Char

Wow her reply! Is she referring to herself ba or me? Paranoid mo na naman Kiefer.

Jessey
|Insert a woman's silhouette sitting on a rock by the shore looking at the beach in a windy sunset picture here|
Caption:
@JesseyDeLeon: Being in the dark is not a bad thing. You learn how to prepare for the coming of a new light.

Comments:
@kieferravena15: nice one, bamboo!
@carmelaloo08: Baby! San to? Sino kasama mo? Hindi ikaw yan! Medyo chubby compared sayo! 🙊🙉🙈😂😂😂
@JesseyDeLeon: thank you, kief. @kieferravena15
@JesseyDeLeon: Baby! 🙊 Shhh ka lang. Sana sumama ka dibaaa? 😏 Loner tuloy si @KimFajardo9 😂😂
@carmelaloo08: next time baby! Behave kayo dyan. Enjoy Palawan. 😘