Realistic Poetry

Him

A/N: THIS IS A SEQUEL TO MY POEM 'Her' SO IF YOU HAVENT READ THAT YET, I SUGGEST YOU READ THAT ONE FIRST, OR READ THIS ONE AND THEN READ THAT ONE BECAUSE THEY GO TOGETHER 

THIS IS IN HER POV

I told myself to never change for a boy.

I promised myself that I would never change for a boy.

I broke that promise.

The first time I saw him, everything changed.

At first, I was shy.

I would blush at the slightest things.

I would blush when he looked at me.

I would blush when he smiled at me.

I would blush when he said hi.

I would blush when he said my name.

My cheeks were always pink.

My cheeks are always pink.

He is friends with my best friend.

The three of us used to hang out all of the time.

The three of us still hang out all of the time.

Sometimes there's more than three of us.

We never talk to each other.

It's like I'm invisible.

I changed for him.

I changed for him, but he still didn't notice me.

I watched what I said.

I made sure that I was approachable.

I made sure that I was what he looks for in a girl.

Sure, he showed interest in me, but now there's nothing.

All we do is hang out when other people are around.

We never talk to each other.

Sometimes I catch him staring at me.

Sometimes he catches me staring at him.

Nothing will happen though.

He doesn't like me like that.

I'm writing this looking at him.

He's blushing, he'll smile, but then it fades.

I've tried to get him to notice me.

His mesmerizing blue eyes that never seem to stop sparkling.

His crooked smile that makes me smile.

His sense of humor that will never get old.

I liked him a lot.

I like him a lot.

But I'm tired of being someone else.

What if he's repulsed by the real me?

What if he gets the slightest glimpse of who I truly am just to change his mind about me?

I will never change for another boy, even if that means that I will never love someone.

But I think I already do.

I already love someone.

I love him.

But he'll never love me back.

He'll never love the real me.

C.V.

A/N: I'm thinking of posting another part to this 'Her' series so that it has a happier ending so let me know what you think

UPDATED a/n: I wrote a third and final part to this series called 'This' so go check it out (: