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Ashton Irwin
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Tonight we made about $8,000, which isn't much once you owe money to others and also need some to live off of.
Each one of us sits on one of two couches, surrounding a coffee table as Calum calculates how much we made all together from our recent 'visits', and how much we owe.
"Okay so, we owe $6,000 for the weapons and $3,000 for this months supply of drugs," he sighs, "we made $20,000 last month and another $8,000 today, which means we currently have $19,000 to spend on our rents and all that crap."
"Dammit." Michael falls back on the couch.
"That's nothing, since we all have to split it. We're gonna need to go one more time this month." Luke exclaims.
"Probably, especially if we want to have some Thanksgiving and Christmas fun." I stand up, "Well, I gotta go. I'll catch up with you guys later."
"Wait, Ashton," Luke stops me, "how's it going with, yannow...Allison?"
"Fine, do you really think something's changed since the last time you asked, which was two days ago."
"I just want to make sure you don't make the same mistake dude, I really don't want you to hurt her." He plays with a piece of thread sticking out of his plain black t-shirt.
"Well look who still cares about her." Calum smirks.
"Shut the fuck up." Luke gives him a punch in the arm, giving him a glare.
"It's been two years, get over it." Calum speaks again.
"I am over it." Luke replies bluntly.
"Obviously." I roll my eyes, opening the door, then closing it behind me.
How hard can it be to not fall in love with a girl you don't even know? One you've only observed from the outside.
Luke seriously needs to let go and stop exaggerating. He's probably just trying to make me feel bad.
I need to get more involved in Allison's life, act like I care. Maybe she'll fall in love with me, then I could act like I'm in love with her too, and it'll be easier to tell her the news I gotta tell her and get her to join.
But there's just one small problem in the way of me doing that.
Luke.
There's no way he'll let me take advantage of her like that, because he still 'loves' her.
Gosh, why does love have to get in the way of everything?
Next thing I know, I'm parking my car and entering my apartment building.
I unlock my door quietly, trying not to wake anyone up in the rooms surrounding mine.
I should probably move into a house because having Harry living right across from me, is going to be a real pain in the ass.
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Sorry for this stupid chapter, I really had no idea what to write for the past few days, I literally couldn't think of anything to write. I don't know where to lead this story right now, it's kind of at a lost point, even though I literally just started it. The interesting chapters are usually in the middle of the book, right now it's just boring days leading to that haha. I'm really disappointed in this chapter, sorry guys, more to come soon though!
- yasmine xx
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