Dear future husband,
I fear you.
I've never had the best male role model,
Though I love them dearly.
What if you turn out the same?
What if my fears come true?
My expectations of you are so low,
I struggle to imagine you better.
What if you see me as just a woman?
What if you're the worse kind of man?
What if I don't met your expectations?
What if I want to go back home?
I've never had the best male role models,
So I'm sorry if I struggle to love the idea of you.
