Fated Or Doomed

Whose To Blame II

      "I get life. But you have not known one fraction of mine. You couldn't endure any of it as I did. As your sister. I am trying to be there for you as always. I was doing what is needed. But you keep pushing me away. Kept blaming me. And I'm not gonna keep holding on much longer."

      "No one force you to fix what was broken. Hell. Luminis was fine. We were doing fine before it all! Before yo.." She pause.

      "Before me?" Her face soften. "That's what your gonna say."

      Yet the coven was struggling before I helped.

      "The coven was doing fine. Even under mother's care." Her voice was cold in words.

      "So what's the fucking problem now?! You didn't seem to hate us months ago? What now?" I asked. Growing more annoyed with her.

      "Your snout picking desire to alway act as if you're someone you're not. I don't know this sister. You're not the one I remember."

      "Because I'm not. Things change Mery. We grew up. Just look at us now." I caught my sob.

      "Yeah." Her shoulders drop. And her eyes darken a bit. "I had to step up. I took over and handle all this. And you just keep being selfish."

      Selfish? What hell is she talking about.

      "I'm the least selfish person in this room."

      "Sure you are." She took a step towards me and I do the same. "You just know how to start over. Drop it all for something new. How to forget anyone who doesn't meet your standards right. Fuck them. I'm Elizabeth. I don't need anyone." She mocks. "You just took off and never looked back. Maybe I shouldn't of either."

      "I had no choice Mery. Don't make it out as my fault. You know the truth."

      "It was your fault. You had no clue what happen. You weren't in constant grief." I see her grip something from the table.

      "You clearly haven't read mother's journal. Otherwise you wouldn't be like this. Acting like her. I'm not to blame for everyones mistake." I shook my head at her misbelief.

      She throws the item she had at me. Huffing out air. And I block it with my arm.

      "If you hadn't notice. We had two different mother's." She huffed.

      "Oh I'm way aware of that." I shook my head at her fit. "You had it all. Perfect Mery. Loved for all eternity. What a pity she needs more. Always fucking more!"

      I step over as she grabs another item to throw. Missing me again.

      "You just left us. Left me!"

      "I was 8! I couldn't just come back after being banished!" The room silence for a second. "It wasn't my choice. Beside I'm here trying. Since I stepped foot here again. I've been trying. So what's your excuse!" My fist rolling tighter.

      She stop at place. Seeing her chest rise and fall with each breath. I got close but still within distance. I read her aura the whole time. It was unusual of her. No warmth of kind hearted Meredith. Zero.

      "I was alone. Nothing was perfect. Yes I had my loving parents but I lost you. I spent day after day grieving my lost. And for what!" She yelled. I see her holding back her urges. "You were out there living your life. Forget old Mery. I don't have to see or yell at her anymore. You turn your back on us, on them, on me."

      She hits my shoulders. Pushing me over and over. I tell her stop but she kept lashing out. I yank her away. Pissing her off more. She throws a fire ball at my side. I groan as I shove her away. But she came back to twist my arm. I brought my leg up and kick her in the knee so she'll let go.