Tama siya. Pero, natatakot ako, natatakot akong na kapag makita ko siya, babalik ang lahat. Pero tama naman si Chloe, eh. Kailangan kong mag-move on.

"Pag-iispan ko."

"Ay dapat lang. Bumili pa ako ng dalawang VIP tickets para sa ating dalawa. Kaya pag-isipan mo mabuti dahil sayang itong pera ko kapag hindi ka sasama." Napatawa ako ng mahina. Si Chloe talaga.

But I will try...

***

Nandito ako sa bahay ko. Pinag-iisipan ang sinabi ni Chloe sa akin. Pupunta ba ako sa concert o hindi. Hindi ko talaga alam!

So I decided to open my laptop. In-open ko ang lahat ng social media accounts ko, sa loob ng dalawang taon, ngayon ko lang binuksan ang lahat ng accounts ko sa internet.

I first open my instagram account. As expected, maraming bashers at haters na nag-co-comment. Alam kong expected na maraming bashers, pero bakit nasasaktan ako? It's still hurts on my part na hindi nila ako tanggap bilang asawa ni Chanyeol.

"Such a sl*t!!"

"How dare you stole my Oppa?!"

"Social Climber!"

"Bitch!!"

"Maybe you seduced our Chanyeol?"

Haay. Buti nalang at hindi ko binuksan ang mga accounts ko noon. Baka lalo pa akong masaktan.

But then, one comment catches my attention. From: real_pcy.

"Wife, please come back to me. I missed you so much and I'm sorry, I'm sorry if you felt that it's all your fault. I'm sorry if I did nothing and I didn't knew that you we're hurting. I really, really missed you, wife. Please come back. I love you so much."

Hindi ko alam na umiiyak na pala ako. I missed you also Chanyeol. Miss na miss na kita and I never stopped loving you my husband. I wiped my tears away, at kinuha ang dati kung phone na ginamit ko noon nung nasa Korea pa ako.

I opened my SNS, sigurado akong merong sinend si Chanyeol sa akin. At tama nga ako.

"Wife, where are you?"

"Why are your clothes not here in your closet?"

"Wife?"

"Wife, please reply to me, please."

"Why did you do that, wife? Why did you accept the offer?"

"Please reply..."

"Where are you? Our house is so lonely without you. Come back please."

"I'm not happy, wife. Without you in my side is like hell to me!"

"I missed you so much! Please come back."

"I love you..."

I tried to hold back my tears pero ayaw tumigil ng luha ko. Gosh! Miss na miss ko na talaga siya!

Hindi ko na kinaya pang basahin ang mga messenges. I shut my phone at nilagay sa drawer. I continued crying while facing my pillow.

Feeling ko, bumalik lahat ang sakit. Paano pa kaya kapag nakita ko pa siya ng personal? Pero tama si Chloe, eh. Kailangan ko 'tong harapin, para matigil na'to. Para matigil na ang nararamdaman ko.

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