Two of a Kind

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| What A Girl Wants, What A Girl Needs ✨|

Amari

Kamryn hasn't been anything but genuine with me and I respect that so much. She could've just played me like she wanted to fall in love then turned around and flipped the script. Instead, she let me know upfront she doesn't want a commitment right now. I can't do anything but accept her as she comes. Trying to change her would be like trying to hold oil in my hands and I'm not trying to fight a battle I can't win.

I want somebody who wants to date me just as I want to date them, but Kamryn is still what I want. I have a good feeling. I'm confident she feeling me too, I just think she's not ready for dating like I am. I think it would take time, but I doubt she's on that type of time. As long as I can bottle my feelings, I can listen to my body and not my heart.

Selfishly, I wanna see what happens when she doesn't hold back like she does every time we get a little physical. I can tell she restrains herself with me. The way she looks at me is like a lion looking at its next meal. It drives me wild cause she feels like she softens herself around me. I know she wants me but it's something holding her back.

There was a fire in my chest, sparking my confidence. I locked eyes with Kamryn then gently rubbed on her thigh. "I'm willing to wait, but I really want you right now, so what's up?"

She looks at me then aggressively bites her lip, slowly unrolling it from her mouth, and takes a deep breath. The image of her wearing this durag and biting her lip is gonna be on my mind for a while. She's so damn fine.

In spite of her lips making me think she was thinking about how she was gonna take the bait, her sigh told she was feeling the pushback.

"No cap, I want you and I'm willing to wait too. I don't want us to grow apart if this is wrong," Kamryn confessed. I looked her up and down and started into her sultry eyes. If this is wrong, I don't want to be right.

"I doubt that's physically possible." I say, mocking her from the first day we met at the park. She was so cute when she said it. I wonder if she remembers.

Like a confused little puppy, Kamryn tilted her head so adorably. It took her a few seconds of staring at my lips then she remembered. Her mouth pulls at the corner, stretching a smirk across her face then she says "Amari?"

I stared at her soft pink lips, observing every curve. She got the type that don't need to be licked but deserve to be. They look so moisturized and edible.

"Hm?" I hum, half distracted.

"I wanna try something different with you. You trust me?" She asks, before grabbing her remote and muting the TV.

I wonder what she means by "something different." She silenced the TV, so I know she tryna hear something, otherwise why would she mute the TV?

"I trust you more everyday, so yes," I blurted out the most natural response.

"Bet. There's something I want you to do before we start." She looked at my lips then my eyes.

"Okay and what is that?" I asked.

"Come sit on my lap." She said before making me bite my lip when she swiped her hand toward my inner thigh, digging her fingers just enough into my skin that it turned me on.

We stared at each other, momentarily basking in silence, and my stomach was tingling just thinking of riding her. Her expression didn't change so I knew she was serious. I took her instructions and straddled over her lap but held my breath and restrained myself from moving my hips while I kept my hands rested on top of my thigh. She put her hands on the side of my thighs then looked up into my eyes. The eye contact and physical touch combo on top of sitting in her lap made my strap fly trap quiver.