To whom it may concern,
I hope you are doing well,
I'm not sure,
If wishing you well,
Is courtesy,
Of my heart that still aches for you,
Or of my upbringing
You see,
I was taught to treat others with my morals,
Not theirs
I really need to move on
To get over you,
Purge you
From my mind
And my heart
I heard you were looking worse off than when we parted
A part of me
The rational part
Of a woman wronged
Is joyful
But the other part (delusional)
Hopes it's out of guilt
Out of longing for me
And my forgiveness
I still have this silly fantasy
That you'll come back
And apologize
For all the pain you've caused me
That you'll grovel
While I play the ice queen
And eventually
You warm the ice around my heart
You'll bandage the fragile pieces together
With the gentle care of a lover
As if you were a painter
Desperately using brush strokes on a canvas
To bare a portrait of such detail
That one error would be the end of it all
Then in classic romance fashion.
After proving yourself to me,
You'd confess your love for me in a grand monologue
Admitting that you've always loved me
But were too foolish and too selfish
To know what to do about it
Because you knew I deserved better
And as you grew older and wiser
After having your fill
Of the frivolous joys of the superficial
You'd decided
To become a man worthy of my love
I would deny your feelings
Out of fear for my scarred heart
Although it was the moment
That I'd been waiting for
Since I laid my eyes on you
And you'd force me to see the truth
My lord would allow me
To find in you
What I'd been missing my whole life
And maybe then
We would share a chaste kiss
In a fit of passion
You'd run to my father
To avoid further temptation
And we'd become husband and wife
Providing each other
With the warm embrace of our hearts
As our souls dance
And the stars sparkle in our eyes
As we make love
Under the moonlight
-h.b.
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