Mafia's delicate rose

her pain .

Hello reader's,
     
                     I just wanted to say that it's my second story so please give this story to a chance and English is not my first language so please ignore grammatical mistakes and tell me how was it through the comments and you also  suggest me some ideas related to the story.

                   Sorry for wasting your time 😅

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Sehar 's pov .......

"Why my life is like this ?. Like every one wants to leave me , why khuda kyun?.

I  gulp my pain and wiping my tears i put my pillow on my face I'm tired so tired of this life, first my so called mother leaves me for her lover and second my family my father my only hope didn't trust me support me I'm tired god why in this world
My mother has to leave me why ? I'm so exhausted from my life, i didn't want to trust anyone not even my father, i just wanted to trust, hope only from my god , he is the who stands by my side in every situation.

Har pal har second mai yahi sochti hun ke mujh me aisi kiya kami thi joh mujhe meri maa chodh kar chali gayi , kiya unhe mujhse badhkar wo insaan tha jiski wajah aaj meri maa mere pass nhi  kiya mai sab ke liye itni badnaseeb hun joh mujhe mere baba tak na samjh sakte hai ! Kiya khudah aapki marzi yahi hai ki mai hamesha akeli rahun ,kiya meri zindagi hamesha kaaton se bhari hogi , kiya mai itni badhnaseeb hoon joh mujhe koi nhi chahata apni zindagi mai ......... Kyun ? Kyun mujhe akela rehna hoga kyun?! Kiya meri galti hai joh mai iss matlabi duniya mai aayi kyun? Kyun kiya ammi aapne aisa kyun kiya ?
Kiya mai Khushyon ke kabil nhi hoon ?
Kyun ammi batayi kyun chodh kar gayi mujhe akela insab ke bich ? Kyun ...... Ammi batayi mai bojh lag rahi thu aapko !.
Kyun..... Kyun... Laya mujhe iss duniya mai jab chodh kar hi jana tha !!
KYUN ! KYUN KHUDAH KYUN.........

I couldn't control my inner self after recalling how my mother leaves me saying that she was going for job after some months she came back with lots of toys 12yrs ago and now she's was enjoying her life after made my life hell !! My father was a respectful man with good heart he loves me but you what didn't trust me once. Yeah he loves me but he didn't give his time, he loves people but you what he didn't understand me ! He was just thinking I'm a   weak silly person yeah I'm a weak silly person in his eyes, i love him so much he was my mother, and my father after my mother leaves me he was playing a important role of mother and father both in my life.

But guys. He never understand me , he only wants a perfect daughter! He never saw my pain, my loneliness, my broken heart my broken self my depression....... he never saw,,,!!  he just wanted a my perfect side and nothing nothing more than my so called perfect self, he saw my tears thousand times but he never saw my pain hiding behind the tears!! ........

Goddd ......... I Just wanna end my life right now !! ..... I stand from the bed and stepping towards the mirror i saw my messed up reflection my hair are all messed, my eyes  sawllon because of continuous crying my face was pale my hole existence was the trash to my family...
I took the scissor in my hand and slowly placed to my stomach and closed my eyes and i almost pushed the scissor on my stomach and sudden realisation hit me ...

" What I'm going to do right now!! ...

Nahi nahi mujhe himmat rakh ni  hogi !!

Mai aise haar nhi maan sakti mujhe khush rehna hoga chahe koi kitna bhi mujhe todhe !!.

Mai toh pehele se hi tuti hui hoon aur kli bhi todh ke toh aur kiya ho jayga!!.

I wiped my tears and made my way towards the bathroom for freshnup....

After sometime i was ready for my work..
Yeah i got the New case , this case is reated to the Russian mafia! This case was related to the property , that property belongs to the orphans and that Russian mafia wants that property for his illegal work... Uhhh i hate that type of people who did illegal work for there benefit. Jerk .

Ring.. ring .. ring .. my phone was ringing. It was my client, he is the owner of  orphanage home.

" Hello ms. Malik are u listening!?.. that man was spoke from other side.

" Hey mr . Aawasthi I'm listening! Tell me ehy you call me is something wrong? .  I asked panicking because that Russian mafia's right hand bodyguard was threatened them , that they destroyed the building, because they didn't leave this building.

"No no Ms malik i just wanted to tell you that the tomorrow is the next hearing and tomorrow he was coming for lst hearing.

" Who's ate talking about mr awasthi? I asked confusion lingered on me .

" Russian mafia leader!!  The man said i narrowed my eyebrows at him .

THE KING OF KINGS , THE RUSSIAN MAFIA KING 'DANILL SOKOLVO'S " !!!

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Bye guys yeh hua first chapter completed and guys it's your turn please do votes and comment.  And encourage me ..

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