Scarlett Johansson Imagines

Their First Love Pt. 2 [Natasha]

{Angst}

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It's been weeks since you two broken up- well not actually since you two aren't a couple- lets just say "since she busted you" and it still bothers you

Did you accept her decision? Yes and you respect it but did you move on or stop wondering about things? No, definitely not, the thought and question keep you awake every night and mostly distract you from your work

You kept asking yourself why she chose him? Am I not enough? Or am I too much that drives her away? Is there something wrong with me? Or maybe I did something wrong?

The questions keeps coming but there's only one that imprinted in your head and it never leaves your mind since you realize it, it's her hair

You once asked her "Why you keep your hair Red, you're a spy, you should be undercover, not seen" at those time all she said to me was "Because I wanted my loved ones to always locate me and remember me in the event that they did forget me or split up with me, as winter always follows autumn."

That's when you realize that, you're not her, Bucky is and will always be the winter that always follow Autumn, and you're feel such a fool believing that you could replace or at least be enough to be in Bucky's level in her heart

But at least you try and come close, or at least you thought, but the thing is, what matters is what makes her happy and she is happy with him, that what matters to you, right?

"Hey, hey earth to Y/N are you there?" you snap out of your thoughts when Jess tap your right check, so you look at her with confused look

"What?....sorry what were you saying?" You asked gathering yourself and cough to cover your embarrassment in front of Jess

"I said, get back to her" your frown at her and she giggle, laying her upper body at the couch back while you're in your swivel chair and big table in your office

"I don't get it" you mumble, enough for her to hear and she shake her head and roll her eyes with amuse smile then putting her Ice coffee down

"Oh my god Y/N, you're so easy to read or at least in my side..... you're thinking and I know it involves 'Natasha' so just pick up your phone dial her number and call her, or text her" Jess said throwing you your phone she's been playing with some games. You thankfully catch it cause if you didn't hell you're gonna kill Jess if that happens

"No, she choose him Jess, not me so I'm not gonna call or text her like a puppy hot on her tail" you put your phone in your pocket standing up seeing it's already 10 and the wedding will starts an hour and you can't be late

"Now shut up and we need to go cause we will be late" she scoff rolling her eyes on you but reciprocate and follow down the garage, getting in your own car and so does she and start the 40 minutes drive to the venue

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In the other side Natasha is sulking in her bed for weeks now, she has no energy to do something, and the only thing that keeps her away from bed is going to the bathroom other than that she's lock up in her room even Bucky can't even enter

Cause since Natasha saw you that day she can't help but stalk you, when you go to a cafe with her, when you go shopping with her, stroll with her, everywhere you go she's there, getting jealous and feeling regret seeing you with her and she wish it was her who's by your side at those moments and not her until she saw you with her at the jewelry shop and decided to approach you or just eavesdrop

But once she came close she stopped dead in her tracks hearing those words coming out of your mouth "this is perfect for a wedding band" so she quickly turned around and left the mall, you're buying a wedding band with her, were you getting married with her, that fast? She question herself when she lock herself in her room crying