𝙈𝙀𝙍𝙄 𝘿𝙐𝙇𝙃𝘼𝙉

𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑷𝑳𝑬𝑨𝑺𝑬

a total big mistake 

when i dozed off, letting my guards down

"go away!!" i screamed standing in a white hall full of people forming a circle around me,their faces were blurry as they wispered to each other 

"nashwa, jaan, you did a big mistake not taking me" my uncle said with the same creepy smile forming on his face when he came closer to me step by step holding blades in one hand and a metal chain in the other 

"what do you want from me!?" i cried out and as wispers became louder...it was suffocating 

"your body" he replied, my ears bleeded at the sound of his footsteps comming closer and closer 

looking around for help, i stared into people's eye's only to find my aunt in the crowds.......unfortunatly avoiding my gaze 

"aunty.........aunty.....save me please-- i beg you" i pleaded looking at her and my uncle caught a grip of my hand and began wrapping it with chains and pulled me closer 

"PLEASE! aunty.....p-please" i cried out, feeling helpless i collapsed under.....not being able to bear the wispers and trembles 

......

the moment of silence when i woke up from my dream breathing heavily trying to catch my breath, i gasped and gulped a whole glass to water from the side table to clam my cold sweats down 

'right....the fear of that day still didn't left me, i have been trying to move on....but the lost feeling looks permenet, i took a deep breath in to understand the whole situation, i recalled the whole dream....i wish i didn't and was lost deep in thought's hovering the blue blanket all over me as i tried to sleep again 

i coudn't 

turns after turns, each one was more uncomfortable than the previous one.....it made my brain feel obnoxious and tears of anger flowed down my eye's........i felt alone, totally alone 

that's when i heard the call for namaz, it was fajar already....i got up and prayed fajar crying my eye's out 

after i was done, i got up to get ready for my job, come home late and sleep.....that was my only routine for the past months 

after placing the last pin on my head i adjusted my clothes and moved towards the door down the stairs....my white sneakers not making much of a noise in the empty giant place.....it was gloomy and plain, cause i never accepted this as my house 

as i reached the main door to open it......to my horror it didn't moved an inch, was it stuck...it was a giant door afterall i said and began giving it more trails as i gaved up with a big sign 

no sooner i heard footsteps behind me, turned around to look at ali wearing a black and white suit heading downstairs, his footsteps ecoed the house as it grew more and more as he came near me 

"it's been a while, love" he said with a playful smirk on his face shrugging his shoulders with the same smile of his 

i shaked my head in confusion "what do you mean?" 

"that.....we have spent time together....just the two of us" he said with hands in his pockes circling the ground with his foot 

"we never did that" i said with a pure confusioin on my face 

"yes,dear....so were gonna do it today" 

"like i will" i said sacrastically and tried opening the door again 

"it's locked" he said clearing himself 

i took my breath for a moment when i heard him "why?" i meaned narrowing my brows 

"i am afraid you will run away, far away from me"  

my heart pounded out of my chest when i heard those words, clearly i was unwantedly recalling every single thing 

"what does that mean!?" i acclerated my words making it fall back down my throat 

"have a sweet dinner with me" he said moving his hand backward in a formal position with a faint smile and the eye's never leaving my figure 

"no" i said and began looking for other exists around the house making my pace fast as possible 

"the backdoors are also locked and so does the garden windows and these glasses are bulletproof....you can't break it" he said in one breath making me struck to the core 

i turned around to look at him already looking at me....infact he was looking at me the entire time when i moved across the house, but somehow his eye's were not bothersome and his smile was calm......but that still dosen't clear the fact that he's trying to freaking cage me 

"what do i get in return?"  i gulped 

"a saved relationship...." he said finally looking down for a second 

"hah...you think doing this will save our so called marrige?" my voice increased a little in defence, but deep down i was fighting fears 

"no hurt in giving it a chance.....please" he pleaded 

i don't know what on earth inside me fell for his please, the attraction in his words were overwelming.....

"fine...then just leave me alone for the day" i said and went to my room stomping my feet, i knew even if i argued to atleast let me go to my work it's not gonna work