His Solace

Ch. 42 On Your Own

When you walk outside you hold your head high and your standards even higher. Don't ever second guess yourself behind somebody else you understand?"

She nodded yes and finally stopped crying "Yes I understand and yeah I want some chicken wings and pizza thank youuuuu oh yeah is Leahbaby♥  your girlfrienddd?" she cooed

"Mhmm I knew ya lying ass wanted more than salad and don't worry bout what I got going on I'm grown"

She grinned wide and yelled "OUUUU I KNEW IT! DRUSKI YOU OWE ME $20 I TOLD YOU 'LIL HAD A GIRLFRIEND!" loud enough for Dreux to hear her upstairs

"Calm down Chunks she's just a friend but just cause Druski hating ass thought I get no ho- I mean women Imma let you rock so you can get ya money gang

what's the lil niggas name that be bullying you?"

"Alphonso"

"Oh ok y'all in the same class right?"

Dani stared at her big brother with a worried expression "Yeah but 'Lil please don't embarrass me and PLEASE DON'T tell mama and daddy" she begged

Khalil laughed remembering all the times Krishelle and Bishop caused a scene during his own school years but promised not to say anything to their parents.

He planned to handle it on his own anyway.

Meanwhile

"How are we feeling today mama?"

Sniffling back tears she muttered a good to her doctor who could clearly tell the girl was lying.

"Renee your blood pressure is 139/89 that's high and you seem to be losing weight if it were one or two pounds I wouldn't worry but you're down almost 7 pounds and at this stage of your pregnancy losing weight is concerning."

She knew the Doctor was right but there was no way she would tell this lady all her personal business. "It's probably the morning sickness I haven't been that hungry lately"

"Ok next time make sure you message me on the patient portal I could've written you a prescription sooner. Now lets take a look at the baby did you want to figure out the sex today?"

Happy tears blurred her view once she heard her childs heartbeat. "No I don't wanna know"

"You'll be happy to know baby is doing great I want you to take it easy though we wouldn't want you going into early labor. You're prescription should be ready in the next hour and I'll see you again next month"

Renee was now in her second trimester and felt completely alone. Symeir was always in the studio or busy traveling for shows which were all out of state. She was happy his career was blowing up but what about their child?

She could count on one hand how many appointments he attended there was always an excuse it made her wonder if Symeir even planned to stick around once the baby came. The thought of being a single mother kept her up most nights.

Pulling into her luxury condo she rolled her eyes at the two cars blocking her driveway

This nigga didn't have time to come to my appointment but had time to chill with people in my shit

Do it how you like it put it on repeat

more of your love

Whisper in ya ear and make you scream fa me

more of your love

Don't tell me I'm the only one that's falling deep

more of your love

Don't tell me I'm the only one

Jacquees and Bluff Cities' soulful voices filled the home not enough to drown out the heavy moaning sounds coming from upstairs though. Renee couldn't believe her ears as she stomped up the stairs, blood boiling, chest full of anger she pushed her bedroom door open and almost gagged at the sight of some random girl riding Symeir in her bed

"Oh you must have a fucking death wish" Too shocked to react the girl was no match for Renees rage as she yanked her to the floor by her hair and repeatedly stomped her out.

"Calm down Nae damn you buggin out you forgot you pregnant!?" Symeir raised his voice in annoyance.

"Oh so now you remember I'm pregnant with your child?  Symeir fuck you get the fuck outta my house, take this hoe with you, and leave my spare key since you won't be needing it"

He scoffed before nudging the girl on the ground and telling her it was time to go. Renee made sure he gave up his spare key 10 minutes later she heard the front door slam shut and broke down.

This wasn't the pregnancy experience she wanted at all and it hurt her to let him go but it had to be done.

Much too embarrassed to call her family for advice she wiped her own tears and rubbed her growing belly.

I'm so sorry mamas gonna do right by you and be better for you we're all we got

A/N: Incase y'all forgot Renee's Koris cousin, the one who got pregnant by her ex

Jacquees really needs to put that song on apple music 😩

Please excuse any mistakes 💓 next chapter might be a time jump