Does this all haunt you too as it haunts me
Staying away when all we want is each other for illusion of being free
Wanting to snuggle in each other arms
Ignoring the whole world getting lost in each other's charms
Maybe yes Maybe not
Because the last time I was admiring you, you shrugged and said "what?"
While I can ignore the world looking at you, my love
To you I was always someone you didn't like to touch
Even though you were a sucker for love language expressed physically
I prayed for your happiness even though losing you freaked me out mentally
Some people are haunted by dark, some by ghost
But I was just scared of your haunting memories, worrying I'll be abandoned and lost
Your eyes didn't show an ounce of fear while parting ways
Damn I've seen more empathy for me in the eyes of strays
It was as simple you didn't care, you never did
You were annoyed of me while I was planning what I'd name our kid
You would hide your face in pillow during horror scene
But to me losing you was the moment I was more horrified than I've been
The difference between you and me, our fears were poles apart
I was scared to lose you, so much so that even the thoughts made me sick while you acted smart
You were scared that you might just have to tolerate me
That you might not get rid of me and be free
Although you said you love me, it must've been a clone
So I guess these haunting memories linger in my life alone
YOU ARE READING
WAS IS IT REALLY ONE SIDED?
PoetryTRYING TO EXPLAIN STORIES THEY WROTE TO SHARE MY SIDE ESCAPING MY SUFFOCATED THOUGHTS HII THESE ARE POEMS BASED ON MY LIFE EXPERIENCES, I HOPE YOU LIKE THEM.... I UPDATE POEMS EVERY SUNDAY, WEDNESDAY, AND FRIDAY.... I UNDERSTAND YOU
