Chapter 25

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Pansys pov

Sometimes I truly envy Ella.
Her perfect face,hair personality
But most importantly
Her perfect brothers.

~flashback~

"Hit me! Do it you fucking slut" he pushed me again
I hit the wall
Marcus laughed behind Atticus.
"Oh are you gonna cry??" They teased me
As I struggled
"Shut the fuck up!" I took a broom that was next to me and smashed it on Atticus back as he turned around to laugh with marcus and Sam

"Agh" he retorted stumbling forward.
We both were fighting non-stop
I felt Sam take me from the back
Pulling me away from fighting with Atticus
"You fucking bitch!" Atticus lunges toward me
Sam held my arms behind me, I glared at the ground as he slapped me.

A droplet of water fell from my cheek and hit the ground.

Atticus came up infront of me and pulled my face up to face him by my hair.
"Do that shit one more fucking time and I'm gonna tell Dad, and get your ass beat" he spat in my face
He slapped me again.
And Sam pushed me to the ground
I felt so alone and cold.

~end of flashback~

My own brothers left me on the ground to cry.
I had a sister, she apparently went missing when I was 5 and I dont remember her at all. You know classic which stuff.
My father only favored my brothers because they were male and he thought that females were the weaker sex.

My mother always protected me, but she couldn't even protect me from my own family.
I've never told anykne this, especially not ella.
I mean, I know she's my best friend but there are some things I can't even tell her.
These past few weeks I've grown closer to Mattheo, I'm surprised Astoria is ok with it I've always thought she's had a crush on him but I'm pretty sure it's Tom she likes.

I shake my head out of my thoughts and continued brushing my hair.
I was getting ready to go to Mattheos dorm to study and hang with him.
I don't know why but I couldn't stop thinking of them.
And what they've done to me.

I made my way tk Mattheos dorm passing by tons of people going tk their own dorms. I mean it is 6:30.
I knock on the door
I hear footsteps

The door opens
Atticus is there smirking above me
I stare in awe
"What the fuck do you want?" He snapped at me
I just stare up at him confused

"Are you gonna fucking say skmethjng? Merlin you really are a useless waste of space" he laughed
I felt a tear run down my face
My eyes were watering

"Oh is baby gonna cry?? Haha fucking cry bitch I could give less of a fuck" he was laughing harder

"Pansy?" I heared a voice
"Pans are you okay??" My blurry vision turned to mattheo.
I was was somehow in his room now.
"Pans are you good?" He asked me with genuine ckncern in his dark eyes.
"Oh-um yeah sorry" j shook my head like nothing happen end
"Pansy wtf no what happend?? Yoh look at me and started crying" mattheo looks very concered for me.
It felt nice.

Atticus Marcus and Sam aren't here to hurt me anymore..
"Mattheo, you can't tell anyone"
"I would never pans" then this guy pulled out his pinky finger
I chuckled
And oh my promised mattheo.

"I grew up in the Parkinson manor, of course but I've never told anyone about my family" I was looking down
And I stopped talking because he brought my chin up sk j would face him
"You got this" he smilld genuinely tk me encouraging me
I took a deep breath.

"I envy ella, j envy you and toms relashionship ship with her. I always have but just because, I too have brothers" he looked shocked but i beaters in my story
"Except the worse thing my brothers haven't done is just call me a rude thing or betray me... no. They were horrible"

~spoken aloud flashback~
Well i was around 8 when I got my first best friend. Yes I had friends but she was my best friend like how I am with Daph, Ella, and Astoria.
Her name was Taylor.and she was a great friend but, she was a bit too great at times. She would always try to stand up for me.

Once I had invited her to play in my garden with the beautiful flowers I lived with all of my heart.

I was showing her each individual flower with. fun fact about them
I was about to tell her about my Delphiniums.

"And these are-" I started

"Look who it is" I hear laughing coming from behind me
Both me and Taylor turn around to be faced with my brothers.

I sigh and look at the ground
"what do you want atticus?" I ask quietly
"Oh now I can't hear you panty gotta speak up" He taunted me by saying my name wrong
He put his hand to his ear indicating he can't hear.

I sigh
"I have a friend over can you please not do this" I ask quietly again
Marcus scoffed "you gotta speak up pans" he laughed and said my name in an annoying manor.

"Maybe this will make you speak up" Atticus smirked
as he came up to me and forced my mouth open as i struggled
"Sam" Atticus smirked
Sam nodded and picked up a worm that was on one of my flowers.
Sam handed the worm to Atticus which dangled it infront of my face dragging it on my face and over my eyes as I streaked squirming .

"Hey leave her alone!" Taylor screamed
Atticus looked at her and laughed
"what are you gonna do about twat!" Atticus laughed at her

"Stop!" She yelled
Atticus looked at Sam and motioned to taylor.
Then Sam went over to Taylor and pushed her to the ground and then grabbed both of her arms behind of her back making her try to resist but she couldn't do anything.

"Fine how about this" Atticus snarled and motioned to Marcus

Atticus grabbed my face and made me turn to watch Marcus destroy all of my flowers infront of me.
The flowers I had worked so hard on.. The flowers that were my escape from my horrible "home".
Gone.

I cried "NO! Marcus please Stop!" I screamed
Atticus screamed at me to shut up.
After Marcus was done.
Atticus and Sam let me and Taylor go not before spitting at us both.
And grabbing Taylor by her shirt  "don't you ever stand up to me slut"  and threw her down.

They laughed and walked away..
Taylor came up to me and wiped my tears
I hugged and whispered "I'm so sorry."

As I finished my story Mattheo just stared at me.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to trauma dump"

He didn't say anything and just pulled me into a hug.
"pansy you are so brave and strong you are amazing. and i will always protect you"
I smiled at him and he pulled out hug away.

Taylor is gone and she is not coming back so it doesn't matter.
And my brothers? They were moved to Durmstrang Academy.
Thankfully.

Now I have to pay my attention to Ella and Wnzo and trying to get them back together
I know for a fact Ella can't like Theodore.
I mean sh-she just can't you know?

Stop I don't like Theodore he's like a broth... ok let's not say brother.. like a cousin!
She is still in love with Lorenzo and I won't stop until I find out what's going on.
I just hate seeing Enzo like this.
And by "this" i mean like yesterday when we were in the library with Astoria, Blaise and, Mattheo and his head is just down on the table not saying anything.

Something's going on Ella Riddle.. And i'm determined to find out what it is.

I HOPED YALL LIKED THIS ITS VERY TRAUMATIC BUT HEY WHATEVER!!!

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