𝗜𝘀𝗵𝗾- 𝗘 - 𝗡𝗮𝗱𝗮𝗮𝗻 : War Between Love & Fate

Chapter 2 - (𝗔 𝘀𝘂𝗱𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁)

𝗔𝘃𝗻𝗶 𝗣𝗢𝗩

I stepped in, there were two faces that i already knew except Mrs.jha. After I saw one of their faces all my memories flashed before my eyes and for a moment I failed to remember that I had came for attending an official meeting.

Seeing him after two years forty-five days sixteen hours made my heart skip a beat or maybe...maybe more.

There was a different feeling and sensation all over my body. A different feeling of being scared, regretted or...or maybe even love.
Love that i shouldn't have had for this man. This is such a mistake in my life that i think it is remorse but I don't know why i don't feel remorse.

"Ms.Avni, have a seat." Mr.jha stated which made me travel to reality. I sat on the nearby chair, so did Armaan.

𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝖾𝖾𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗁𝖺𝖽 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝖽. 𝖠𝗋𝗆𝖺𝖺𝗇 𝗐𝖺𝗌 presenting PPT on 𝖻𝖾𝗁𝖺𝗅𝖿 𝗈𝖿 𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝖺𝗇𝗒.

Suddenly, I could feel a eye (stare) at my face. I knew who it was of so i didn't think it was necessary to look back at him.
To be honest, I don't have the courage to make a eye contact with him.

But i was gazing him cunningly. My mind doesn't allow it but who comes before the heart??

After sometime I looked at him,
our eye's met,
I looked away instead,
his smile was sweet,
different from the rest,
I don't wanna feel hopeful,
yet i felt my heart race in my chest.

𝖧𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗂𝖽𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗅, 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝗀𝗅𝗂𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗋 𝖲𝖾𝖺 𝖻𝗅𝗎𝖾 𝖾𝗒𝖾'𝗌. 𝖳𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗆𝗈𝗅𝖾 (𝖻𝗈𝖽𝗒 𝗍𝖾𝖾𝗅) 𝗈𝗇 𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗇𝖾𝖼𝗄. The veiny hands with those two rings on his left hand.

I'm never going to forgot him. I'm always going to love the color of his eye's ,and I'm always going to search with the same contagious laugh. I'm never going to fully get all over him. I'm going to have those night's when all the regret and pain comes rushing back. I'm going to miss him with all of my heart.
But I'm going to be okay.......

"𝖲𝗈, 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖦𝗎𝗒'𝗌 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗒 𝗍𝗈 𝖼𝗈𝗅𝗅𝖺𝖻?? 𝖠𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗌𝖾 𝗍𝗐𝗈 𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗆'𝗌 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗒 𝗍𝗈 𝖼𝗈𝗅𝗅𝖺𝖻 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖾𝖺𝖼𝗁 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋??" 𝖬𝗋.𝗃𝗁𝖺 𝗊𝗎𝖾𝗋𝗂𝖾𝖽 𝗂𝗇 𝖺 𝖻𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗌𝖿𝗎𝗅 𝗍𝗈𝗇𝖾. This question turned my world upside down. Armaan agreed to Mr.jha question.

I took a pause, Asked Myself.
Do i want to really do this??
But is combining my Personal and professional life correct??
Naah... Why am i so nervous?? Bcuz he is in front of me?? Does his presence really matter for me?? Why does his presence affect me so much he has moved on , so do i have.

At last i ended up saying yes. I had to say yes if i didn't, there would have a rain of questions.
Question to which I neither have answer nor the courage to answer.

"Working with Avni again, will be fun." Arjun mentioned in his overjoyed tone making me tensed and widden my eye's.
I swear this man can't hold his tongue. If he says one more shit about my past , I'll spilt his tongue.
What??....
What the fuck this wasn't that important to mention.

"Do you Guy's know each other??" Mr.jha's this question made me imple on my mind to find a answer.
so, I just nodded. Armaan was also looking with a questioning look.