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~Warnings~ Cyber-bullying, cursing, depression, anxiety and thoughts of self harm
If any of the warnings trigger you, please skip the chapter.
Word Count: 3,742
"Hey guys, it's the Sturniolo Triplets back with another car video." Chris says. "Today, we have a special guest. Y/N!" Nick says. I peek my head out and wave. "Hi guys." I say. "Now if you don't know who Y/N is, she is my girlfriend." Matt says, smiling. I smile and Nick says, "Today it was requested we do a Q&A so we asked you on our instagram, sturniolo.triplets, and we got a lot of submissions." Nick pulls out his phone and we get to answering some questions. Most of them are silly. Nick hands me his phone saying, "Why don't you answer some?" I take his phone and start to scroll down. My heart stops when I reach a point that I regret reaching.
"Why is Matt dating Y/N?" Tears slowly begin to form.
"Y/N is too ugly for Matt." My hand covers my mouth.
"Matt, if you need a rebound, I'm down." I reach my hand over to the door handle.
"I can't believe Matt chose Y/N." Then the one that broke the camels back.
"Good to know that Matt's into whales. Disappointing though." I hand Nick his phone and open the door.
I get out of the car and walk away before I break down into tears. My heart breaks, the air in my lungs depletes rapidly, I end up squatting down into a ball on the concrete.
~Matt's POV~ I look back at Y/N as she tries to find a question. Her expression changes, her eyes become glossed over, she covers her mouth, reaches for the door handle then hands the phone back to Nick and leaves the car. "What happened?" I ask. Nick stares down at his phone to read what I assume she read. "Nick! What happened?" I repeat. He hands me his phone and I see the comments. I hand the phone to Chris and get out of the car and make my way over to Y/N. I can hear her cries and her gasps for air as I start to jog over to her. I squat down next to her and wrap my arms around her.
~Y/N's POV~ I sit there for a couple minutes until I feel arms wrap around me. Matt rubs my back and starts to hush me. I wrap my arms around him and cry into his neck. We sit down, still hugging as he attempts to help me with the panic attack I'm currently enduring. "Breathe with me, Y/N." He whispers. He starts to breathe in slowly and out slowly. I try to copy him but I struggle. "Shh." He hushes me. After a few minutes, I finally start to calm down. "It's never ending, Matt." I whisper. "I know, I'm so sorry." He whispers back. We sit there for a few more minutes in silence. I look back at the car to see Nick and Chris are talking. Matt gets up and I stand, wiping my face. "Let's just go home." He whispers. I nod my head and we head back to the car. Getting in, Nick and Chris look at me. "We're so sorry." Nick says, softly. "It's not your fault." I reply, quietly. Nick sighs and looks at Matt. We head back to their house and I go to Matt's room alone while they sit in the kitchen. I wrap the blanket around me. The comments begin to flood my head and I'm pulled into a darkness. "Why does she try?" "I'm embarrassed for Matt." "I can't believe he'd date her out of all his options." "Didn't know Matt's type was whales." "She's not even funny. I don't know what he sees in her." "If Matt needs a rebound, I'm down." "There's nothing special about Y/N." "Matt must be blind." "Why doesn't she all do us a favor and break up with Matt. Set him free." The words cloud my mind as tears start to fall. All my hard work for my depression and anxiety goes down the drain, and I'm left looking at my wrist of scars. I curl into a ball and end up crying myself to sleep.
