Looking at her i remembered about my first kiss when that bitch whom I thought the love of my life kissed me I had the same reaction I think I should take first step to open up

I put my hand on her waist and pulled her towards me I felt she was little bit sat up on the air her boobs touched my chest it was soft push on me her lips were little bit touching mine i really want to get phy'-.... What I am thinking to divert my dirty pervert things I made her sit on my lap and said

"One thing I want you to know that I am a guy who believe in physical appearance love but I guess I became dumb after getting cheated from my ex girlfriend!!" I looked at her beautiful eyes why I didn't noticed this before maybe because of my thinking that girls are same

"I am telling you all this because I want to open up myself to you the reason behind this cold wall i build also the reason behind why i believe physical love...!!" He signed

Flash back

"I like you noona!!" I said while looking down I was feeling very nervous i didn't had courage to look at my first love

My hands were extended infront of her she was looking at me with her beautiful eyes I look at her again as soon as we made eye contact my eyes defeat i front of her i again looked down

I felt that my banana milk which i extended towards her was taken i frown she was smiling at me and started to leave I didn't what just so i gathered all the courage which was shattered the moment I proposed her
I asked

"Won't you gonna answer me!!?" I asked looking at her she chuckled and ruffled my hairs nodding her making me all red

She left since the lunch was over days pass almost one was going to complete but there was something missing I was feeling

this innocent love didn't knew the meaning of real relationships my friends took me at random cafe since it was last year in school while she already passed out from school

"Bro!!" My friend said i looked at him "isn't she is your girlfriend??" I looked at the direction where he pointed his finger saw her kissing a guy

I went to her and pulled her....she was shocked but soon jerked her hand from me "what are doing here??" She asked me

"Why you did thi??" I asked tears were flowing i looked at her she was also crying like she was the victim
"You never understood me Jungkook!!!" She shouted at me

"I never understood you??? Kim soo-reem!!" I shouted "we are over" i shouted at and left her there.....later that I never meet her again my friends told me

All she wanted was to get physical she wanted to have Sex with me my innocent first love didn't knew all this many women I met all of them was just crying to get in my dick in this generation no one cared about pure love......!!!

Flashback ends

"Why are you telling me this??" She asked me snapping me back from my past i looked at her shaked my head

"Just telling you that's why i humiliated you because I became a person who don't deserve to be loved!!" I said looking at her

"I am not hiding my mistake I know my thoughts for you were wrong but i am sorry whatever i called you back in days but you really deserve someone better maybe taehyung??? He loves you!!" I said with my broken tone i looked at her eyes she didn't said anything made me feel bad

I left her waist she immediately turn other side leaving me at my side I signed I have to make stay away from me i am good and deserving for you..
I left her and went to my room

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Maybe you feel little bit confusing so let me give you a little summary basically after knowing about yn capturing her he understood her but can't accept her because of his deeds also because of his male ego he apologized her for past behaviour means he realised his mistake but still bidding his true feelings.....!!!

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Borahae🌷💜

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