Your Eyes Were My Favorite Color

I Should Leave

I should leave.
You would want me to leave.
You would not want me to spend the rest of my life waiting for you.
It would make you sad.
My heart breaks at the memory of your face exhausted and pained.
That I could be the cause of that.
I want to leave but I want to stay more.
Because not spending the rest of my life waiting for you makes me sad.
I don't remember how to do anything but wait for you anymore.
I always was too patient, waiting for you to change your actions, and this time for you to change your mind.