chapter 20

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(Ma'Kayla)
"He in love, he love with that " I sang
"Coco" illy finished
We were frosting cake as we listened to music, I haven't had any alone time with my baby since August decided to 'step his game up' but today he had to go to the studio so I was here with illy and she wanted cake so here we are.
"Mommy this one is for daddy"
She had a big d plastered in icing on one of the cakes we made, I smiled then poked my finger in the one I was decorating and licked the icing off my finger
"I can't decorate any more illy I'm eating"
She nodded then I grabbed my nice and started to cut one of them I placed a slice on her plate and grabbed her a cup of milk and did the same for myself and sat across from her " this is good" she said I started to laugh and then August walked in and sat at the table and grabbed himself a piece of cake and sat down
"How was your day" i asked
"Good, I had to sing a song all over it got deleted mijo said someone must've snuck into the studio and did it on purpose" he explained
"That sounds weird, I'll be back in a second" I said getting up, God I had to use the bathroom I couldn't even hold it any longer to listen to what August had to say.
When I got back downstairs August and illy looked just alike with chocolate frosting on their faces I grabbed a paper towel and went over to illy and wiped her face and then went over to August and playfully rolled my eyes
"Your such a big baby" I said wiping his face
"You big baby" he replied
"Yeah my big baby"I responded kissing his lips
Things have been going like that for a while now it was normal for us to have family moments like that so I wouldn't justify it as 'cute'. As days go by I'm starting to cling onto August more I get sad when he has to go to the studio and things like that and I tried to put a stop to it but it's just impossible with him.
Illy was no laid down for bed and me and August were watching t.v as he laid his head on my lap
"Kayla when we gon get married, be for real"
"As soon as I feel like it's the time August"
"Cmon I'll do whatever it takes anything" he smirked looking up at me from between my legs
"Stop bein nasty I don't wanna tonight"I laughed
He looked up at me again then began to kiss the insides of my thighs
"August stop it" i said moving around trying to avoid from getting in the mood for sex
But then he pulled me down and licked the outside of my underwear and I felt his tongue through my panties
And after that I completely gave in.
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Today me and August are going to this couples therapy class if he wants to get married he needs to learn the basics of being a real man and what better way to learn that then to talk to a therapist.
Once I got out of the shower I put on a sun dress and some gray sandals I left my hair curly like it always is and put my sunglasses on I grabbed my keys and went down stairs to eat while I waited for August who takes years and years to get ready for literally everything.
I went into the kitchen and looked in the fridge for something to eat but there was nothing, luckily illy is at daycare so you wouldn't complain that she was hungry I made a reminder in my phone to go grocery shopping and sat on the couch flipping through channels the I began to grow impatient.
"AUGUST HURRY YO ASS UP.! WHAT THE HELL IS TAKING YOU SO DAMN LONG.!"I yelled up the stairs
Once I yelled that I heard his footsteps coming around the stair case into I saw his face
"Baby what's wrong" I said walking up the stairs and checking his face
He looked gloomy and tired
"Nothin what time this start" he asked dryly
"At 1 and its 12:30 so come on" I said grabbing his hand he got into the passenger seat and laid his seat back as far as it would go and put his sun glasses on then pulled his SnapBack all the way down.
"You sure you okay baby"
"Yeah I'm coo"
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"So mr.alsina are you positive you want to settle down that's what ma'Kayla is afraid of, that you won't wanna settle down after the fact" the therapist spoke
"Mannnnn I already answered this fuckin question I just wanna do home" he complained
"Ma'Kayla are you sure you want to settle down I mean you are younger than mr. Alsina"
"I mean if he's ready I am, I only love him so when ever he's ready I am, I just know for a fact he isn't"
August sucked his teeth then adjusted his self in the seat next to me
"Your hour is up in about 15 minutes is there anything you guys want to get off your chest" the therapist asked
"I just wanna go home damn"
"August you told me you would cooperate and your not this whole time you've just been saying you want to go home babe"
He looked at me and his annoyed face softened
"I ain't feelin it today bae I'm just tired"
I nodded then shook the therapist's hand and we left once we got home August went straight upstairs and I followed wondering what was wrong with him he's been like this for 2 days today marking the second
"Baby just tell me wassup"I said sitting on his lap as he laid down
He looked up at me and smiled and grabbed my hips and started rocking them back and forth slowly
"I like that" he smirked
"You always bein nasty"
"I like bein nasty I want more babies"I said stil rocking my hips
I laughed then Leander down and kissed him and he started to undo my pants and I started to undo his
(August)
After I came a few times ma'Kayla got up out of bed and went over to our dresser
"What you doin" I asked
Then she smiled and pulled out handcuffs and cuffed my hands to the bed and started to ride me
I wanted to go along with the kinky stuff but after a while I wanted to rock her faster but I couldn't because of the cuffs
"Kayla let me go"
She just continued to ride and moan out my name
"Kayla un cuff me bae please"
Once we both came she got up and began to put her clothes on
"Kayla what the fuck un cuff me"
She smiled then grabbed my wallet and put it in a duffle bag along with the money we kept in our safe in case of an emergency
"What the hell are you doing.!"
She kissed my forehead and smiled at me then went down stairs I started to try and pry my hands out of the cuffs but it wouldn't budge when she came back upstairs she had a red gas can and began to pour it all over the place
"Ma'kayla what the fuck are you doing".!" I yelled
But she just wasn't responding to me
Then she sat down next me "remember that night you told me you never loved me"
"I was drunk Kayla why the fuck do you keep bringing that up, by sides you love me right.?"
She laughed then shook her head then lit a mat h and grabbed the duffle bag
"Drunk mind speaks a sober heart, besides I didn't love you boo, it was all about the Benjamin's" she said lighting an 100 dollar bill on fire and dropping into the gasoline.

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