Chapter 15

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(Ma'kayla)
Right now me and august are out shopping for Our baby Illiana (Ill-Le-Anna).
That's her name and in exactly one month fron today she should be out of here And i just cant wait she's been kicking alot lately and It hurts especially at night i cant sleep.
Everything august sees thats pink or purple he buys and right now we've been here 20 minutes and we already have 30 bags and its ridiculous
"August u have to go put those in the car" i said rolling my eyes
"Man i got it get my baby some more clothes"
"Oo i like this" i said pulling out a red bucket hat
He looked at me then the hat then back at me
"Thats red" he said
"Yeah i know"
"My baby innocent she dont need no red clothes Oh shit look at that shirt with the pink stripes" he said leaving
I was getting so annoyed but i couldn't say anything i just should be lucky he actually cares unlike some fathers.
"Aight we'll be back tomorrow" august said walking out of the store
I shook my head and followed him to the car he put the bags in the back seat and buckled them up
"August why the fuck are u buckling up clothes"
"Tryna develop a habit damn whats yo problem"
I ignored him and went over to the passenger seat and buckled my seat belt
"You okay Kayla" he asked me
I nodded then looked down at my stomach, its gonna take me forever to get my body back and i dont think it'll ever be the exact same.
"Why you cryin"
I hadn't noticed i was crying i felt my face and felt tears
"Can you just leave me alone"
"Na tell me why you cryin"
"Okay fine you wanna know.? ITS BECAUSE IM FAT AND UGLY AND I HATE MY BODY AND I JUST HATE EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW, YOUR ACTING LIKE A DUMB ASS-
"Aight chill chill" he said interrupting me
"Whatever"
(August)
When we got home Ma'kayla went straight to sleep and tyga asked me to chill a little earlier so i agreed it was late and usually i wouldnt go out this late but i did
When we got to the club it was packed and the crowd went crazy when my and ty walked in but security was tight so nobody got to us
A few hours passed and i was fucked up i mean FUCKED UP i had alot to drink and i just wanted to get before i got my ass in trouble
I was walkin wit tyga to the car and security was escorting us there Tyga was on the phone laughing i looked over at him and he was down on the floor and he had a shot in his chest everyone started to scream and run while i got on the ground to help him, i felt a sharp pain in my chest and someone was standing over me in a mask and the last thing i saw was a gun to my face.
(Quan)
I was sleep next to brianna and my phone started to ring i looked at the clock and it was 3:56AM i answered and i heard Ma'kayla on the other side of the phone crying
"QUAN PLEASE COME GET ME MY WATER BROKE AND I DONT KNOW WHERE AUGUST IS HURRY PLEASE" She cried
I was slipping on my shoes while she was explaining everything
"Take deep breaths kayla dont panic im on my way" i said trying to calm myself down
"Okay don't hang up stay on the phone with me please"
"Okay ima stay on the phone just chill"
"This hurts like hell and as much as august acts like he cares he cant even be here for me i hate him right now i swear i hate him where is he why wont he answer his phone,I mean where could he be at 4am" she cried
I dont know where august is but somethin gotta be wrong because that nigga even answered the phone for her when we was havin a drive by and that's dangerous he didn't even care about gettin shot at that point in time he was jist worried about kayla.
(Ma'kayla)
"MS.SIMMONS YOU HAVE TO PUSH" the doctor said
I didnt wanna push while augsut wasnt here but i had to or my baby would suffocate
I was grabbing chris's hand tightly.
I looked around the room again i saw chyna, amber quan and Brianna but there was no sign of august
I closed my eyes and grabbed chris's hand tighter
"1....2....3"
I pushed as hard as i could and i heard screaming i didn't want the second time i just pushed i wanted this all to be over it hurts and i cant take it
I looked up and the doctor was holding my beautiful baby girl
I noticed a man in all black just standing there staring at my baby nobody noticed him everyone was just smiling at Illiana I started to breath heavily and my vision started to get blurry i saw the man step closer and i couldn't see anything but blurry figures and thats when everything blacked out..

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