💖 forever in love 💖

💖shakshi's broken past💖

Hii dear cupcakes I am your author bijayalaxmi3  hope you liked my story kindly vote and comment
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'Iam here for my daughter' he said while looking at me my legs were now shaking badly in fear I thought he wouldn't care if I would love anyone but I'm wrong he is here again to hurt me to broke me

' I know what you are doing in my back u should have known dear daughter I don't want you to be happy' he said and  Chuckled dangerously
' u r going to marry raghav in next week' he announced

My world broke there I fell on my knees as I wasn't able to take this news I know I can't fight with him but I gather my courage  for my love and said 'i will not marry him'

Within a minute a slap landed on my mom's face and my mom fell in the ground me and my sister shouted  'mumma' and tried to go toward her but  his man pulled our hair backward

He then warned me ' they are giving me a good sum of money for you so don't dare to do anything bitch or I will kill your lover and then his family'

And I helplessly nodded at his words while my mom and sister were shouting not to agree as he had put a gun on my mom and sister head

He then left us and said ' my daughter is going to marry I'm so happy'  and walked out

I was now in my room and looking blankly at the sky  my eyes were red and swollen because I have cried the whole night my father was not like that he used to be the best father but when I was just 14yrs old he started to behave odd he started to abuse my mother and when I was 16 he started to abuse me and my sister

My mom couldn't handle it so she gave divorce to him and he accepted it as he had a mistress

But I am not able to take out the pain he gave me he would used to drink and beat me like iam his punching bag many times my sister and me used to hide the beaten marks

I often miss my father who used to bought me everything which I would use to point  he used to treat me like a princess he will not eat whenever I don't eat but he changed suddenly and from then my mom also broked she used to cry all night

I thought we will not meet him and I started dreaming until he showed Me my place that iam a broken girl I don't deserve a happy life I shouldn't have dreamed about living with him he is preparing something special for me but who will say him that he had loved a broken girl who doesn't deserve his love

Who is a bad luck and will only bring bad luck to him I was only 16 yrs when he first beat me just because I said him to not drink I broked there Iam now so torn apart that I will never get back together

'Krishna ji humne aesa konsa pap kiya tah jo mujhe yeh saja mili agar woh naseeb Mai tah hi nhi toh usse Dil lagya hi kyun' (Krishna ji whic sin did I commit that I am receiving this punishment if he was not in my destiny why you made me fall in love with him) 

'hume unse pyaar karna hi nhi chahiye tah ab hum kisko dosh de dosh toh hamara ha ki humne unhe apne Jaan se bhi jaada chaha hai''
(I shouldn't have loved him now whom I can blame the fault is mine that I love him more than my life )

' Krishna ji hum keh dete hai hum bas unka hona chahte hai iss jism aur iss dil par bas unka haq hai aur agar koi aur ne unki chizon ko chune ki Koshish ki toh hum apne aap ko tyaag denge'( Krishna ji I am telling you iam only his this body and heart belongs to him and if anyone try to touch his things I will sacrifice myself)

I can't be his but that doesn't mean I will be anyone's I have decided I will have my marriage and death in the same date now I can't take it further I am not that strong

'Sorry my love I wasn't able to fight for our love' I whispered
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