I had so much left, to say

Chapter 24

Sage's pov:
Ace 🫶🏻🧸🫂
Sage: I've reached.
Ace: you're early?
Sage: yeah.
Ace: are you sure you're at the correct spot?
Sage: Yessss.
Ace: Just checking.
Sage: I know, I think I want to leave.

Ace: Don't, please get over with this conversation once and for all.

Sage: Okay, I'm going inside. Love you!
Stay safe.

Ace: I will, love you too.

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I can't breathe. I feel like that box is burning a hole in my sweats. I know that I have to get this over with. It's something that should have ended a long time ago. I don't know why I didn't do it.

I think maybe I didn't have the heart to do it. Or maybe I was just holding on too it as a lifeline. Unfortunately I have too finish what I've started now.

I still don't want to do it.
Honestly I am just doing this for Ace. He told me I have to. He's for some unknown reason really admit on me doing it.

I'm nervous and petrified knowing Arlo I'm sure he has moved on. I'm sure he has a girlfriend or wife and I can't and won't blame him for it. I myself got engaged. He deserves it. I know he does. But I don't have the heart to see him happy with someone who isn't me. I just want to know the reason for him leaving. I need to know what was more important to him than me. He promised he'd never leave. He promised me forever.

I shouldn't have believed him but I did.

Though

Now I know, you should never trust anyone to stay with you forever. You should hold your own hand and stay with yourself forever, that's what I did. Anytime my life turned into a shit show I overcame it and this situation is not going to end my streak, not at all.

Seems like I was daydreaming or something I'm sure there's another word for it considering it's 8pm.

I didn't realise he's here.

Standing right outside my car.