Conversations in the dark

Its casual

To never joined the team at the bar after the first and last time If the universe was trying to give him a sign that he shouldn't date that was it

A knock came at the door he assumed it was his dad's package that he'd been waiting for all week some new skincare that he was planning on trying -
"Hey-" Carlos said holding a coffee in each of his hands "Apology coffee?" Carlos said giving a small smile "I'm not mad ." TK said allowing Carlos in "You should be ." Carlos said setting the coffee on the counter
" you reacted like anyone else would have ." Tk said biting his nails " Which is shitty I asked and
I shouldn't have If you wanted to tell me
You would have ." Carlos said

" I'm sorry I should go I'm making you uncomfortable ." Carlos said, "No - wait." Tk said turning Carlos around to kiss him "Sorry for -" Tk said before Carlos shushed him

" stop apologizing ." Carlos smiled picking Tk up "Where's your room ?" Carlos asked breaking apart from Their kiss " End of the hall ." Tk smiled

Carlos kicked the door shut before sitting Tk on the bed Carlos removed his shirt before going down on Tk TKs hands automatically coming down to thread into his short curls

"Jesus fucking Christ your mouth should be illegal ." Tk moaned as Carlos trailed kisses down his chest to the lining of his sweats

"Tk I'm back !" Owen called from downstairs " shit go !" Tk whispered as Tk got his shirt back on Carlos struggled to get his clothes in time so he went into the closet

As Tk heard the footsteps approaching there was no way his dad wasn't gonna notice the hard dick through his sweats so he opted it was better to sit with a blanket over him

"Hey, I was wondering if you wanted to come with me to Judd and Grace tonight." Owen said, "Yeah sure what time ?" Tk said biting his lip " Around 7." Owen said, "You okay ?" Owen asked, "Yeah I'm tired so I'm gonna take a nap before we leave ." Tk said, "Yeah okay get some rest ." Owen said

" you can come out of the closet now." Tk said with a small laugh " Thanks was getting just a tad bit claustrophobic ." Carlos said before sitting on his bed " Sorry ." Tk said, "No it's okay." Carlos said, "Do you want me to go ?" Carlos asked

"Could you stay ?" Tk asked "Yeah." Carlos smiled he never wanted to leave but if Tk wanted him to he would

He laid back and Tk laid on his chest "Is this okay ?" Tk asked nervous
Carlos noticed him biting his nails "Yeah." Carlos said before taking Tk's hand his kissing this hand "Stop hurting yourself you don't deserve it ." Carlos said

Tk wasn't known to what some would call what he did to himself self-harm, self-destruction, mutilation

TK was a cutter he didn't do it as much as he used to but it was still something he did he used drugs a lot but he got sober after everything with Alex his big thing now was biting his nails if it wasn't obvious by his nails it was something that causes immediate pain it was good when he was out in public

"Sorry." Tk said, " I am so banning you from that word ." Carlos said

They laid there for a while before they both fell asleep so when Owen came to check in on Tk he saw Tk fast asleep on the cop from their calls Owen smiled before closing the door

Tk quietly got up and got dressed writing a note for Carlos before sticking it on his forehead

Had to go to dinner text me :)

Grace invited them into the house "Dinners almost done." Grace smiled
Tk wasn't sure why he still felt like an intruder he paid his dad rent even though Owen said that he could stay for free he resisted his dad buying him anything and if he did Tk would transfer however much it was back to him

" you okay baby bro ?" Judd said their dad and Grace chatted about something "Yeah." Tk said
"I'm here to talk if you're not ." Judd said, " I know ." Tk said

They sit down at the table "Help yourself." Grace says with a smile "Tk sweetheart are you not hungry ?" Grace asked as everyone else got their serving " I am I just - I'm waiting for everyone else." TK said

" sweetie you can just grab whatever you don't have to wait," Grace said

Dinner went by quickly and Tk helped Grace with the dishes while Owen and Judd worked on finishing painting the nursery

" how much can I send for dinner ?"Tk said as he dried the dishes "What do you mean ?" Grace said as she put the dishes away "How much money should I send for dinner ?" Tk asked, "My love nothing dinner was our treat." Grace said but Tk got his phone out " I will block you on Venmo ." Grace said

Tk laughed "Are you guys ready for the baby ?"  Tk asked "Judd's a little nervous but mostly yeah ." Grace smiled

For the first night since they got to Texas Tk slept in bed instead of by the bathtub he was happy maybe everything wasn't terrible
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