sorry it's another Oscar one bc I love it ig.
also upgraded my whole account so let's pretend all the titles have fonts
OSCAR
I haven't slept in a few days. not because of me being sad or anything just because I simply can't.
nightmares.I keep having nightmares. to the one specific day.
FLASHBACK
okay Oscar. We're currently p10. not bad. Let's get to the top!!
I started giving it my all. I was racing. i overtook Yuki for 9th place and Alonso for 8th.
until.
OSC.. OSCAR?? are you there??
I heard the worried voices of everyone at McLaren. I didn't know what was going on.
I smelt smoke. shit
is this the end??
have I ruined everyone's chance of getting first??
I saw the red flag.
MAX
I was 0.9 seconds ahead , Charles on my tail. I was loving the race. so interesting.I heard everyone who was watching scream then heard we had a red flag and I had to pit.
"everyone okay?" I asked concerned
"Oscar has crashed.. turn 19 , there's fire. red flag" I heard over the radio.
My stomach turned .Me and Charles got out the car and hugged eachother.. he looked worried until I turned around to the blue Williams car that pulled up by me. and a very nervous looking Logan jumped out.
"is-is he okay??" He asked shakily.
"not sure.. he will be though" Charles responded with a sweet smile across his face.
we tried to get Logan's mind of of it.
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REAL TIME.
I sat up.. breathing heavily. another nightmare.
i couldn't get back to sleep. it was like this all the time.
i didn't realize the tears started to fall until one cold one hit my arm. i was in a daze , reoccurring nightmares about the time that I didn't realize someone was at my door.
"hey Oscar.. you in there?" A familiar accent was outside.
"I'm.. fine." i replied.
"can i come in?" He asked
"s-sure"
A tallish Canadian entered my room.
"heard you crying. you okay?" he looked up at me. his voice soft.
"fine don't worry" i smiled.
"nightmares??" He questioned
"how'd you know?" I was so confused
"I had them.. Singapore crash.. I just happened to have nightmares like you and wake up crying. it took a few months to fully get over it. it was overwhelming losing sleep." He smiled as I slowly got down from the bed.
"how'd you stop getting them??" I asked
"I went to a trauma therapy group and it really helped. I think you should sign up." He giggled
maybe I should.
"anyways it's getting late.. Im gonna wait here till your asleep though" he said getting himself comfy on the couch.
"you don't have too" I replied
"I will"
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he stayed with me. until I slept. and guess what.
no nightmares.
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
𝐅𝟏 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒/𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓
Hayran Kurguone shots about f1 drivers tws will be in the chapter before the book. happy reading -- idk what this is I can't lie, I've lost motivation but I kinda love this at the same time so idk.