‼️TW: Angst, Fluff‼️
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Why did I wen throught this...
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How many times I lie to him...
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Does this mean I'm misstreated him by lying...?
...In the mainhall, Feng Xin is still having heavy thoughts of his life... he just can't be independent of his choice... nor make a right's decision...
Eveything is just bullshit!
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Feng Xin sigh as he ask himself.
"Why did I do to this to myself...? I'm destroying myself in mentally verball way... or... mentally physical way...?" Feng Xin sigh. as he leaneds back to his chair with those hatred and heavy thought.
All of the sudden...
Mu Qing cames, he had been always looks beautiful... handsome... and gracefull... in Feng Xin eyes... but Feng Xin thoughts himself as an useless, worthless, ugly piece of trash. Mu Qing sat down right beside him.
"What's wrong idiot emperor?" Mu Qing said it sarcasticly.
Feng Xin couldn't help but forced himself to chuckle and smiled.
"Oh nothing dear..." Feng Xin say. as he cuppeds Mu Qing's cheek and give him a kiss on the forehead, lips and cheeks.
"Is everything doing alright kitty?" Feng Xin said it jokingly.
Mu Qing's face suddenly went red as he turns around.
"Hmph! I'm not a kitty!" Mu Qing said. Feng Xin couldn't help but grabs Mu Qing's and cuddled him around.
All though...
Mu Qing stops as he saw Feng Xin teary eyes making Mu Qing worried about him.
"Are you okay my love?" Mu Qing ask in worry and concern tone.
Feng Xin stops as he try to whipes away his tears and try to act tough.
"Y-yeah I'm fine" Feng Xin said with sobbing and trembling tone.
Mu Qing is not accepting that lies. as he held Feng Xin both cheeks.
"Feng Xin... don't lie to me... what happened?" Mu Qing ask in confusion.
Feng Xin continued to act tough but ended up breaking down and hugs Mu Qing tightly. with a heart breaking crying and sobbing...
"Mu Qing... I lost everything... I lost my family... I lost my past lover... and I'm afraid I'm gonna lose you!!" Feng Xin crieds out loudly... breaking Mu Qing's heart...
"No no your not gonna lose me" Mu Qing try to confront Feng Xin, but it just making it worse...
"Mu Qing... your just my concubine... and I can't married you... to make you stay with me! I only wants you and nothing else!" Feng Xin said with crying tone.
Mu Qing sigh as he kiss Feng Xin... making Feng Xin to calm downs a bit...
"Feng Xin... your not gonna lose me... because... I'm gonna stop being your concubines" Mu Qing said, but that words was like a daggers to Feng Xin's heart he was about to continued to break down but Mu Qing stopped him.
"No no don't be sad! listen to me first... I quit as your concubine because I... want actual romances..." Mu Qing said, as Feng Xin eyes lights up and looms at Mu Qing with teary eyes.
"Mu Qing... I... I accept that..." Feng Xin kiss Mu Qing as he stops crying.
As Feng Xin thought Mu Qing would left him but...
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Taking an actual romance with him was making him more happy...
Nothing could makes Feng Xin more inlove beside Mu Qing...
🎍Note: Hey everyone this series will ends around 15-20 chapter because I don't think I could writes a lots of chapter well mybe later in the future ^^
