Secretly Married with Exo Chanyeol (Completed)

Chapter 35: I love you...Goodbye

"W-wala. OA lang ako guys. Namiss ko kasi yung ganito tayo at mami-miss ko 'to. Kayo pati ang Exo."

They stared at me. Alam ko na nagtataka sila. "Grabe ka naman, Min. Kung makapagsalita ka para kang aalis." They laughed. "Pero hindi naman diba??" Tanong naman sa akin ni Keila

I smiled.

Umuwi na ako sa bahay. Hindi kasi pwedeng nandon lang ako sa dorm. Kailangan ko muna makasama si Chanyeol, I want to spend time with him.

Pagpasok ko sa bahay namin, walang Chanyeol ang sumalubong sa'kin. Nakakalungkot, kung dati palagi niya ako sinasalubong na yakap at halik. Ngayon wala na, nagbago narin ang atmosphere ng bahay, parang naging malungkot na siya.

I sigh. Umupo ako sa sofa para isandal ang likuran ko sa sandalan. Nasaan kaya si Chanyeol?

Sana naman hindi siya lasing. Palagi nalang kasi siyang lasing kapag uuwi. Minsan natatakot na ako because his raising his voice to me. I wanted to comfort bit he's always pushing me away. I always end up crying alone dahil nasasaktan na talaga ako, he's been like that because of me. Kaya tama lang na umalis na ako para hindi na maging miserable ang buhay niya kasama ako.

I looked at the side table. Nandon ang wedding pictures namin ni hubby. I picked it up and opened, a smile formed on my lips. Picture namin ni Chanyeol, kami lang dalawa. Nakayakap siya sa likuran ko while he's head is on my shoulders. We were smiling at the picture, I can't help but to smile too.

I open the next page. Picture ng magulang ni Chanyeol, they did peace sign on the picture at meron ding wacky. Kasama rin sina Keila at Nics sa picture. They have smiles on their faces, they're happy.

The next page is the picture of Exo. Lahat sila naka tuxedo at ang gwapo tignan. Peto syempre mas gwapo pa si Hubby kaysa sa kanila.

Nakatingin lang ako sa wedding pictures namin ni Chanyeol. Hindi mawala ang ngiti sa labi ko habang pinagmasdan ang picture. He's so handsome and cute.

But I was caught off guard when somebody sat beside me. It was Chanyeol at seryoso siyang nakatingin sa akin. I stared at him. Magulo ang buhok niya tapos ang mata niya may eyebugs na, 'tas amoy alak din siya. He's drunk again?

"W-what are you d-doing, wife?"

I place the album back in the table at hinarap siya. "Lasing ka na naman?" I said.

Tumayo siya pero natumba rin agad buti nalang at nasalo ko siya. Tsk. Paano nalang kung aalis ako kung ganito siya palagi? Kawawa naman si Manang kung ganon.

"Aish! Ang bigat mo!"

Inakyat ko ang kwarto namin habang ina-alayan ko siya. Grabe ang bigat niya! Binuksan ko ang pinto ng kwarto namin tsaka kami pumasok. Medyo natumba ako dahil nga sa bigat niya but he suddenly hugged me.

"W-wife..please don't leave me. Don't leave me please.." Wait? Alam niya?

"Don't leave my side, wife. It hurts! It hurts so bad! I don't want to face this alone, I want you to in my side, wife. So please, don't leave me."

Ang akala ko alam niya. But he wants me to stay, and I really want to stay too but I can't. I can't stay Chanyeol...I'm sorry. Kailangan kitang iwan para sa pangarap mo, habang kasama mo ako. Magiging miserable ang buhay mo.

Hindi ko sinagot ang tanong niya, instead I kissed him. I kisses him with full of love. He quickly responds to my kisses and held my waist so tightly. Mami-miss kita..

We stood up and he hurriedly pinned me in the door without breaking our kisses. I snaked my arms on his neck to deepened the kiss. Mahal ko siya mahal na mahal.

He's kisses went to my neck then nibbled my ear. I moan when he found my spot. He quickly captured my lips again, then raised my jacket to undress me. I didn't bother to protest, he's my husband and I am he's wife. Pwede na namin gawin, yun.

Binuhat niya ako and he slowly laid me down in bed. He claimed my lips again and he's hands were on my back, finding the hook of my bra. I moan again when he kissed my collarbone.

"I love you, wife."

"I-I love you too, Chanyeol. So much."

That night I gave my whole self to him. We made love and I'm not regretting giving myself to him.

Tumayo na ako sa kama na nakahubad. I picked up the clothes on the floor. Alas tres ng umaga ang flight ko papunta sa pilipinas kasama si Mama and it's 2 already.

Nagbihis na ako at nilabas ang trolley sa ilalim ng kama. Nakahanda na ang lahat, tutuparin ko na ang deal namin ni CEO Kim. Sana masaya si Chanyeol dahil ibabalik na siya sa Exo.

I look at the room first. Mami-miss ko ang kwartong 'to, marami itong memories kasama ang mahal kong asawa. Nalipat ang tingin ko sa asawa kong natutulog, he really looked peaceful while sleeping, I stared at him for just a second as I kissed his forehead, his eyes, his nose, then in his lips.

A tear fall from my eyes. Hindi ko kaya! Please hindi ko talaga kaya siyang iwan! Mahal na mahal ko si Chanyeol. I don't want to leave him. Pero alam ko kung ano ang tama kailangan ko siyang iwan.

I stood up at naglalakad patungo sa pinto. Before leaving the room, I said something.

"I love you...Goodbye."

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A/N: Epilogue na!!