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Sitting in the doctors office, "Is this a shrink? Haha, you first, or a medical doctor, I am," you ask Mikey and Sanzu.

"Medical, we need to look at changing those meds, plus you seem to be a bit more open, with the conversation thing?" you look to him, "It's not that I am doing it more, yes I am, It's that you are spending more time around me, it is nice, I am like this pretty much all the time, but at work I am drugged, I hate it, that fuzzy feeling and at home I speak to you on the phone, I am alone 80%, okay 90%, of the time".

Sanzu holds your hand "You have us again now Sweetheart" you smile and squeeze his hand "Do you think the others are okay with me, I hope so"
Mikey sighs and you flinch "Rindou seems to have worked out what the problem is. So it seems good." you are not sure how to say it but it needs to be done.

"Mikey, Sanzu, I want to come off all meds." you started off strong and quieted towards the end "Fuck, they will say no, freak, shut up" you squeeze Sanzu's hand and hang your head down, Mikey grabs you face gently and turns you to face him "Why? give me the reason, and I will think about it." you wince "I don't like the feeling when on them, and I never minded being me, you all liked me anyway, why. Plus at least if I have conversations with myself I can blame the illness."

Sanzu asks "Can you cope with the voices and visions? Killing urges?" you look at him "Sanzu, we discussed, me playing football with a severed head this morning, I know, and I was on meds. Apart from a few people, just them for now, I would prefure everyone to be a corpse. The voices are only voicing my own subconscious, so I already have the urges they tell me to do, it depends if I can control that urge, most of the time I don't want to." you tell him.

The door opened as Sanzu looks at you in shock and a male doctor came in, you breathe out in relief, women are not good. He sits facing you, "Now I had a look at your medical records, it seems you are being treated for schizophrenia, but did you feel it was a problem at the time?" jerking you looked to him.

You answered still shocked "No, I was happy, then I was locked up, and people looked at me differently, but I hadn't changed, the way I was viewed did" the doctor smiled "I see you are a pathologist?" You nod happily "Can I discuss treatments for you with the gentlemen here today?" you just looked at him in awe "I get a choice? Never, Um yes, I trust them completely, a choice, feels nice" you smile widely.

"Now gentlemen, I have been given permission now, the medication Miss L/n is on is really not suitable it dulls everything, and disassociates someone with reality, so that is gone, stop taking it."

Mikey clears his throat "We were just discussing, not taking any medication? Is that possible? We never had a problem with her differences" Mikey asks then the three of you stare at the doctor, with shiny eyes.

He chuckles "We will give it 6 months no medication, if you find a problem please come back, and we will find a solution that doesn't have to involve medication" you look at him and cry "Thank you, yeah keep him, so nice"
Mikey looks at the doctor "This might be disrespectful, but would you like to work for us?" you and Sanzu stare at him, "We could split Y/n's clinic in two, half forensics and half medical.

You know who we are yes?, only if you're comfortable. Your job would be to save our lives, it means other people are going to die. But we like you, so here is my card think about it please" he gets up and grabs your hand, the three of you walk out together. "Do you think he will?" asks Sanzu, you look at him "I give him a day" you state, Mikey just smiles.

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Back at HQ, you bounce into the lounge shouting "Guess what, they will." Rindou smiles and says "I don't know, but I bet it was good. You seem happy" you laugh "I am the doctor said no meds, yeah, I am now med free, so happy. It might mean I get a bit more weird, till I adjust, I won't".
All the guys congratulate you.

The day goes by and you sat getting to know the guys more, as you were talking to Ran you see a flash in corner of your eye, you spin and face where it was, eyebrows furrowed you get up and go towards the flash, the drugs were still in your system so a vision should not happen, listening you hear floorboards creak.

Ran noticed your movements, you turn and hold a finger up to your lips in a shh gesture, Rindou realised something is really wrong, he gets up and stands behind you and listens, he hears floorboards creaking and scuffs, "Please say you can hear that to?" you whisper to him, he nods and pulled you behind him, grabbing his gun.

They all finally realised it wasn't your issues, but a genuine problem, they all grabbed their guns and stood behind you two as you silently stalked down the hall, stopping where the noise came from it was Rindou's room, he frowned and pushed his door open to see a women looking in his closet, he quietly and quickly walks up and places his gun to her head, you walk over and poke her "Just checking, it could of been group hallucinations, or something. Always better to check, right" you move away and lay on the bed on your front, as the others come in followed by Mikey you looked at him

"She seems familiar, how do I know her?, probably" you stare at her with dead eyes, plus the guys surrounding her with guns pointed, you ask "hummmm, Your name? whore, name now?" she stutters out "Yuri Tara" you laugh saying "How did she get in here, hehe, why this room? She want him?, definitely" Rindou growls "Answer her questions, bitch" the girl Yuri crys "I can't understand that loonatic, she is insane, who can understand her?" all the guys answer "Me".

Sanzu comes forward "Since you want it to be clearer, how did you get in here? Why this room? And do you want to fuck Rindou?" you giggle pleading "Can I have her after, 5, play time, I hate women" she collapsed and finally answered "I was invited, and this door was open, it wasn't the plan" you get up and move in front of her and bending down and meet her eyes demanding "Who invited you, because everyone who lives here has no idea who you are?" you tilt your head and stare behind her, frowning you walk to the closet and open the door.

Shouting out saying "All of you check the rooms for recording devices, tie that up first?" they all hurry to obey, The girl Yuri looks at you "How did you find it your insane?" you look at her and smile "A misconception, I am mentally ill according to the society you live in, but I am a Doctor of forensic science, the littlest detail is my domain. So whore who sent you?" you asked seriously and with death in your eyes.

She shivered and answered "It was ...... Cartel, they wanted information, they bought the code to get in, all I had to do was collect the devices that had been recording, and if I was caught I was to seduce them" you tilt your head and look her up and down "Not a bad plan, except even if you had managed to fuck one or all of them, you would still of ended up dead after. Silly girl" you grab her collar and drag her out "I am going to the basement, to have fun" you say as you drag a screaming girl behind you.