What the hell did I get myself in ?I ask myself The obvious question as currently I'm sitting in the drivers seat of my car with mister Walker . Who is currently happily looking out the window in the passenger seat.
Why did I say that I would drive him ? Why couldn't I ask some other person ? Why couldn't I ordered him an Uber ?
I scold myself mentally at my own idiotic actions. I just had to open my mouth and make myself vulnerable by inserting myself in some strangers life .
Why did I do this ? I know it may not seem like a lot to most people but .. I have never done this .. it feels weird
I frown slightly as I stop the car at the red light and let out an exhausted sigh .
But than again .. I couldn't leave him like that .. he looked so sad .. what was he thinking about to make him so sad ? And why didn't he have anyone to pick him up ?
Furrowing my eyebrows , I glance at him with the corner of my eyes and see him looking out the window with a sad smile . I shake my head and drive the car again at the green light .
Who am I to judge ? Most of his friends are probably working right now and that is because he has no one to pick him up .
I continue to drive in awkward silence before mister Walker speaks up , breaking the silence.
"May I ask you some questions officer Bennett?"
His words send a shiver down my spine as he speaks in a soft voice and I let out a shaky sigh.
There it goes again .. I don't like this ..
I nod my head and momentarily glance at him . His expression is something I would describe .. like of a puppy .. a happy waiting for his owner to pet him or something..
"Yes .. that would be fine mister Walker .. please ask away "
I murmur quietly as I look at the road , avoiding any eye contact with him .. plus it would be really irresponsible of me to not keep my eyes on the road .
"Thank you .. what is your name ? I mean what is your full name ?"
That question coughed me off guard but it wasn't something I didn't expect him to ask . It's a reasonable question.
"It's Briella .. Briella Amaris Bennett ."
My voice comes out quiet and more cold than I anticipated and wanted to be honest .
It's so weird .. I never have problem controlling my body and voice .. but now .. my voice comes out either too harsh or cold because I try really to not show any signs of vulnerability but I just come out as a harsh bitch
I think with a barely visible frown and take a deep breath to calm down . Mister Walker nods and murmurs my name quietly to himself. That makes my stomach flip and I desperately want him to say it louder but obviously I don't ask him to do that .
"Okay .. thank you .. so .. umm how old are you officer Bennett ?"
I couldn't help myself and glance at him momentarily as I turn the corner .
"I'm twenty seven years old .. and how old may you be mister Walker ?"
I say in a much softer voice than before and that catches him off guard since his cheeks heat up and eyes widen . He lets out a breathy chuckle and shrugs .
"No need for formalities .. we don't really have an age difference.. I'm twenty eight years old and please call me Samual .. that's my name "
He says in a smooth voice and my eyes slightly widen at his offer .
Call him .. by his first name ? But that is something only friends do ...
I shake my head and look back at the road .
"Sorry Mister Walker but i prefer if I continued to call you mister Walker since it's more professional and we aren't close enough to call each other by our first names "
I mumble quietly and I didn't need to look .. I could feel him frowning in disappointment. My heart aches at his frown and sad aura .
Why do I feel so sad ? I have never felt so much for a person I didn't even know . maybe it's because he is injured and I don't want him to suffer more .
I think for a logical answer when mister Walker cuts my thoughts.
"It's okay officer Bennett .. I don't mind .. it's only fair .. I won't call you by your first name since it could make you uncomfortable and I don't want that since you helped me so much "
He says with a reassuring smile and soft glint in his stormy eyes .
How did he know that I was thinking about him minding ? Was I that obvious ?
I shrug it off and nod . After this Mister Walker doesn't ask any more questions. The car is filled with awkward silence and only sound is the rain droplets on the windshield.
I glance at mister Walker and let out a quiet sigh . I think for a moment to break the silence and make him feel more comfortable .
Should I turn the radio on ? Would music make it better ? ... why do I care ?
I scratch my head and starts to speak , breaking the silence.
"Would .. it be okay if I turn the radio? The car seems too quiet "
I mumble quietly and grip the steering wheel tighter out of nervousness. Mister Walker look at me with soft eyes and smiles before nodding .
"Of course it's okay officer Bennett.. it would be great to listen to some music "
My cheeks heat up slightly as I quickly turn my head away to hide my blush and nod . I turn the radio on but the colour drains from my face when a song from the musical "Heathers" starts to play .. specifically the song "Blue" .
"~Hey, 'Ronica
Ew... You got a left hand: Use it
Don't talk mean like that
You'll hurt their feelings
You make my balls so blue~"A blush of embarrassment spreads across my face as I glance at mister Walker . Mister Walker has a confused expression before he burst out laughing at the "you make my balls so blue" .
God how could I forget that I had Bluetooth connected and it was connected to MY Spotify playlist.. god he will think I'm such a dork
I quickly turn the radio off and clear my throat , now mister Walkers laugh being the only thing heard in my car .
Fuck .. this is the worst
After couple of minutes Mister Walker calms down and looks at my blushing face .
"I could have never guessed that you would be into musicals officer Bennett .. you seem so sophisticated and .. well lack of the better word .. cold .. I would think rock or classical music but musicals ? "
I grumble quietly and look back at the road .
"Shut it "
I say in a harsh voice and immediately regret it when I hear the words come out of my mouth . I glance at Mister Walker and see his hurt expression.
I didn't mean to hurt him .. god I'm so stupid
YOU ARE READING
Melting The Ice Queen
RomanceBriella Bennett is a policewoman with a heart of ice. Her cold voice and her stoic personality keeps almost everyone at arms length. Her past with her insufferable mother with her clouded judgment and her almost too trusting twin sister makes it di...