The Binding Light Of Love

Injured

"It can't be possible, get up you said you'll come back, get up please, see you said you won't let tears flow from my eyes get up!!!
Please"

N-nakshtra,
Get up bhai, you can't leave us, you can't leave me like this.
Nakshtra
Nakshtra
I shouted,crying like a mad women, i expected him to be here not he , I was grateful to God that love of my life was not there.
But what about my half soul?

"Baba, har baar Mai hi kyu?
Kyu itne imtehan ke rhe hai aap baba"
I said and cried again he said he will return I started telling everyone who was around us at that moment, I was shouting ,yelling, beating him in the hope that God would listen and bring him back to me,
I could hear people mumbling but that was not the concern my brother was,
My twin was the concern

"Nakshatra utho nah, saari baat manenge hum apki"
I said, tears never stopping  and I was in the worst state ever, i felt someone tapping my shoulder it was Kashi, I hugged her and started blabbering random things.

Vaidya ji aagye hai aage se htiye sab
I heard baapusa say, and I went in front of him and started asking him,

"Will he be okay?
Nothing has happened to him right?
He said he'll return, he'll fulfill his promise right?"
And all I heard in return was

"Baisa hume dekhne toh dijiye unhe"
And my father pulled me into his embrace, and I kept Blabbering thee too,

"Baapusa he said he'll return,
H-he s-said he-will w-win,
S-see w-wh-what happ--enned to him,
B-bapusa ask h-him to get up,
A-and n-n-not t-to pl-a-y h-is stu-pid p-ranks"
I said in between my  hiccups which made it seems like a gibberish but as if my father understood my situation he started caressing my back.

"He'll be fine, take rest I'll wake you up as soon as he gets up" he said and i nodded and he then signalled rashmika and few attendees to take me into my chamber,they held me and brought me back to my chamber.
Once I was settled in my bed I asked them to leave the chamber as I wanted privacy for me and my vivid thoughts.

Why is he like this?
Doesn't he sees my love?
Atleast he could have visited me one time?
Is it that hard agastya?
Are you okay?
And healthy as I had sent you?
But I didn't even sent you, I didn't wanted you to go, you could have just stay here.

My mind went blank as his thoughts came into my mind, I was worried for him more than worried I guess.
I couldn't think of anything but if the worst possibilities that could have happened to him in the war, and he was in the war against his family what if at one point he would get a soft point for his family?
But he said they aren't his family,
My mind was so clouded by his thoughts, but how do I know is he okay or not?
How do I know he'll come back safe?

I went to the hall again and started looking for the, guru Mata,

"Khammagaani" I said
"Gaanikhamma" she said
"How are all the preparations?are you feeling comfortable here?" I asked
"Ji baisa" she said

"Guru Mata apko toh pta hai hi yudh mai stithi kaisi hai" I said politely

"Ji, baisa sunne Mai aaya hai ki bhumigarh ke Kai sanik maare gye hai" she said