Now 2:43 pm. Feeling like I am lost. Lost in what to continue to do with my life. I have had so many new life lessons lately, meeting new ppl does not always lead to a good ending.
Even though they were part of your life by being supportive, making you feel better about yourself or whatever good things they made you feel.
I still remember 3 years ago, I had planned for myself what to do until I graduated from my university, SMU. I literally cannot think what to do after that.
I felt like there would be a path or way that I wanted to go after I graduated. But I learnt the hard way that a path is not always in front of you. A good path comes from dedication and wisdom. Smart choices and setting boundaries.
Those things make me feel weak compared to others. When I see other people knowing exactly what they want and trying their best, it makes me doubt myself why I am not like them.
I am still figuring myself out. I can say I do not know myself yet. I want to know in the next 2 years, on 28th May 2025, what 22-year-old Ava would be doing. Where is she in life? In the next folder, I would write about my 22-year-old self.
Because all I have is myself. I am the only inspiration and motivation I have. The younger me would be proud that I made it to become a university graduate but would also be disappointed in me because I am deviating from the path of my dream.
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What is it like being in 20s.
Non-FictionScript like a diary. Being in my first corporate job was not easy. Feeling lost and trying to get past the past. But in the end, life and relationships are not just flowers and blooming. Ava, the author lives with her friends and corporate life. Phy...
