Mess it up

Chapter 12

" Cause every time I get too close, I just go mess it up
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We can make it better, breaking every habit
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen
Let it happen, let it happen" Mess it up
(Gracie abrams)

I looked away from him, trying to gather my thoughts and not focus on Nick that who I was sitting on his lap in a car seat 
the more his hands held me, the more I was about to melt away from his touch 
I decided to get up 
“ Oh, watch out” 
I slipped and knocked something off
a cup that was under Nick's seat 
When the cup dropped, I heard something 
“ Nick, what was that?” 
Nick looked scared, and then he said “ Nothing, you properly imaging” 
I DEFINITELY HEARD A KEYCHAIN SOUND !
I tried to look down, but Nick pulled me back
“ Let me go, Nick Larsen”
“ Lily No , wait” I kicked him in the stomach 
and picked the keys under the seat
it was a keychain that had a Mercedes logo on it with a car key
I really lost count of how many times I said I hate Nick Larsen!
“ What is that, Nick ?!”
I shouted at him
“ I don't know” He acted as if he had just turned blind 
“ You Trash!!” 
I started hitting Nick, 
He just accepted my punches 
“ Why did you keep us here?”
“ Why do you want to go back in?” He asked me 
“ I don't want to go back in Nick. Staying here was so much better but-”
“ Then let's continue what we didn't finish” 
Nick said that and took the key from my hand and threw it in the backseat 
“ Yaaaa” 
“ Come here” Nick held me and didn't let me move
Why is he so stronggggg?!
His arms were like metal chains
I couldn't escape, but also they were very careful 
I wasn't slightly pained by him holding me tightly 
“ Nick, let me go, or I will killlll you!”
“ Oh, to be killed by Lily, i would love that” 
“ I hate you!” 
we were facing each other 
I took the chance 
my sudden movement towards Nick made him flinch , I bit his neck , and he was surprised 
Then I jumped to the back seat 
I grabbed the key, and as I was about to unlock the car, Nick was already behind me sitting on the back seat 
he pushed me down to the seat 
he was on the top of me
The teeth mark of on his neck 
We stared at each other ,It was like he wanted me to act to do anything to curse or push him away
He was in deep thoughts 
from how we both were lying on the backseat, I was worried that the car would be damaged 
I felt his hand sliding on my waist and him coming closer 
I am totally capable of pushing him away 
but I don't know
Why i am not doing that now?
“ You did it first, remember that” Nick whispered that in my ears and pulled the strap of my dress down, revealing my neck 
he was going to bite it like how I did
Before he could bite me, I tickled him 
He jumped 
I didn't know he would actually be tickled  
oh boy, I found a new weakness 
“ Lily be a good gir-”
I tickled him again 
he started laughing 
why is he so cute
I kept tickling him until he caught my hands and cornered me between the door and the seat
“ It's your time” 
Nooo
I couldn't even breathe
I was laughing so hard
“ You torturer!!!” I screamed between laughters 
“ I learn quickly” He smirked and kept tickling me
“ Nick, please stop it” 
“ No , I will keep doing that all night” He laughed
“ You evil !”
“ I prefer to be called devil” 
He kept going on till I reached to his neck and pulled myself to him,
I was like a koala hanging into him
my legs were wrapped around him, and I wrapped my hands to his neck
“ Stop it”
“ What are you planning to do?” He asked 
“ Nothing, I'm sorry Nick”
“ Weird”
“Look what is that?!”
Nick looked at the window 
I reached my hand to tickle him, but he grabbed both my hands with one hand of his, and with the other, he wrapped it around my waist
“Ahhh” how did he catch on?
“ My Lily is such a bad actor, by the way”
 He started to tickle me again
then he suddenly stopped
I took my breath 
“ What did you suddenly have a heart ?” I sulked
“ No , sadly, you fell into the hands of someone that doesn't have a heart”
I pouted at him 
“ I just realized that I was about to forget what the actual target was” He smirked like he was going to put me in a boiling water so he could have me for dinner
“ Nick, I'm your Lily” I said with a teary eye
“And my Lily's Neck seems to look very tasty” He is having me for dinner tonight 
he removed the hand that held my waist and moved my chin with it 
he opened his mouth
Nooo
Please 
Someone save me from this wolfff
“It must be juicy” Nick said that 
“ You Wolfff”
Tick
the sound of the car door 
“ What are you guys doing ?” 
“LANDONNNNN”
I pushed Nick away and ran out of the car, hiding behind Landon, my only one
“ What was happening?!” 
Nick got off the car and leaned on the car door that he closed
Nick's shirt was out of his pants, and most of the buttons were undone 
me too 
my dress straps BOTH were down from my shoulder, and my hair was a mess
“ What a great timing Landon” Nick glared at Landon
“ Oh, sorry, I should have left you till you ate the poor girl” 
“Who?? Lilyy” Nick exclaimed at POOR GIRL
“ Look what you have done to her!” 
We both looked like we were fighting in the car
“ Landon, that stranger was going to eat me alive” 
“Oh my Nick, i didn't know you were a can-”
Landon stopped mid-talking
“ Nick, you have a bite mark on your Nick”
“ I know that POOR GIRL did it” He smirked
Landon took a look at me and then moved away 
“Noo wait-” Nick's hand was already on my waist before I could explain myself
“ Caught you” 
His smile
His eyes
I couldn't even push him away
“ Thank you, Landon, for nothing. Come back tomorrow” Nick said as he opened the car door again
“ I'm really craving Lily right now, so if you could let me have a taste” Nick moved to kiss me, but I put my hands on his mouth
“ Landon, this psycho locked me inside the car”
“ What?” Landon was so confused 
“ It's like i tied you to the car , Lily, you slept on me” He said that and pulled me to him
“ Say that you hated what happened, and I will never come close to you again” 
Did I hate it?
Staying with my family that didn't want me with them
Or staying with Nick, who I fitted perfectly in his arms
He even made the coldest nights warm
I should push him away
I knew that ! No good will ever come from Nick
but I couldn't decide now
I tried to get out of Nick's embrace 
he opened his arms and let me out
“ I will go inside” Nick reached to grab my hand before going, but I left