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chapter 22 - she is ruhanika

I couldn't fathom the idea of marrying Nikita; my heart belongs to Ruhanika, my everything.

Despite reluctantly agreeing earlier, the mere thought tore me apart.

Rushing to our penthouse, where Ruhanika and I once shared countless memories, I found solace.

But seeing her portrait hanging broke me, tears flowing uncontrollably.

I pleaded with every fiber of my being, unable to imagine a life without her. "Please, God, I can't go through with this. I love her," I whispered, the pain consuming me.

Seeking refuge at the bar, I drowned my sorrows, hoping for clarity amidst the chaos.

I started remembering our past

Flashback

We all were getting ready to go college,everyday that same people same boring days and same girls who tries to seduce me

I went inside the class and bumped I saw two girls standing at the door one with kurti and jeans silver accessories

I don't know looking at her Long silky hairs I got attracted to her I started walking close to her and her lavander and rose smell hits my nostrils

I feel in love with her hairs and smell

She got nervous looking at me her eyes are something I would like to fell in love with again

I again falling in love with a girl but she is different from her she is different I don't know how

I sat behind her whole lec she was infront of me

She ran out of the  class and I chuckled at her

I moved back to my house and saw everyone looking at me I gave them a small smile

And went back to my room and saw the photo of my first love Nikita

Yess I loved her as I thought she never liked me back because of my looks and style since childhood she was the  only girl- friend but ,I changed myself just for her she started looking at me I gain muscle changed my style and one day I proposed her she said yes

We both were happy in our relationship but I started feeling she is cheating on me but one day we both got drunk and we had one night stand and she told me to promise her that I will never leave her and i did because I was madly deeply in love with her

But after that night I found her wearing revealing clothes through I don't mind her wearing it but she started going out with kush the popular guy of our college and she cheated on me with him

I caught her sleeping with him in my hotel room

I was devastated, i literally changed my whole appearance just to get cheated by her

I moved to America for my studies my brother took care of me My family came to know about us and I came to know after 6 years she is dead I came back to India to know the reason of her death but his father said they even don't know I found it suspicious he wasn't that sad I felt he was acting to be sad and they never invited us to the funeral but I ignored it

I wasn't feeling broken or like crying just felt guilty for her

She deserves what she did

And karma is a bitch

I got down the stairs shrugging my thoughts and saw the same girl standing with my family and they were admiring her

I started to admire her unknowingly and she looked at me for seconds and blushed and looked at another side

Her chubby cheeks were adoraned with red hue

How much I wish to bite them

Goddd what is this girl doing to me

And I came to know she is my mom caretaker and she is ruhanika

My ruhanika

Flashback ends

I didn't know when time passed and my friends called me

Nikhil said ," broo are you seriously getting married to Nikita?"

I was confused how did he knows

he understood and said ," bro you and your wedding news is all over the world "

I smiled bitterly and said ," you know nikhil God don't love me he took everything for me and that everything is my ruhanika"

I cut the call after saying this and drifted into my sleep covering myself with ruhanika dupatta which still have her smell

" No worries I will only marry you "

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