It's your eighteenth birthday
I wanted to call but I know that's not my place.
I wanted to leave you behind, but a broken heart is so hard to embrace.
You turn eighteen today
but I've loved through your 16 and 17 too,
I no longer even wonder if my feelings were ever true.
'Cause I've loved you so strongly, looking back I've been so dumb
Now I crave to fall in love again but instead my heart just feels numb.
I guess I'll stay home, crying while I listen to Driver License or Party Favor,
And ironically enough that long haired girl by now is probably being your party-saver.
Of course I'm not invited, why would I ever be?
The longer I keep chasing you, the more I feel like there's something really wrong in me.
I hate it, honestly, when they say to "just move on"
girl, if I were able to, don't you think that's the first thing I would have done?
I've got so used in being hurt by love
than now every time it doesn't it just doesn't feel right
It's scary, cause under this rock armor my heart will never again see the light.
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
Trust my words.
ŞiirA poetry collection of random poetries I wrote. Nothing special, just some deep stuff from a burning poet heart, I hope you enjoy. I think most of them are going to be love letters or over-dramatic sh*t I write when I'm down.
